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IX.  Down the Rabbit Hole (cont.)

 

Questioning Reality at the Gas Station

Considering what he went through at Linda’s house any reasonable person would logically assume Guy avoided her house like the plague. Still, this assumption would suppose that logic and reason were in play at the time; they weren’t. Even Guy cannot say why he returned to Linda’s, but return he did and for over a week things were quiet in the house. Guy equates the relative quiet to the fact that not only Ray, but the entire pack had mysteriously disappeared and Guy never saw them again.

For more than a week Guy commuted each day to Mindy’s to work on the remodeling and returned at night to Linda’s with no strange incidents, but it seemed that the forces were just biding their time. After more than a week of “normal” life Guy had begun to relax a little. He even started to allow himself to think that maybe his tribulation was over, but this turned out to be wishful thinking because a few days later an event took place that made him question reality itself.

Following his regular routine Guy left Linda’s and headed for Mindy’s to work on the garage. A short distance from Mindy’s he noticed that he was low on gas and so he pulled into a gas station to fill up. Pumping gas, Guy’s attention is drawn to a small red compact Nissan among several other cars at the station. “Looking back, what struck me most about the scene was that it was so normal. People were going about their business completely unaware that I was about to be pulled into an episode of the X-Files.” Guy recalled the red car was parked about “twenty to thirty feet in front of me and I will never forget what I saw inside the car. There were four people in the car two women in the front and a man and a woman in the back. Normally my interest would be in the women, but I was mesmerized by the man seated in the back; he was the same color blue as the woman I’d seen in my neighbor’s bathroom!”

As Guy watched unable to look away he was spellbound by what was happening. The blue-man appeared to be vibrating in his seat and was going in and out of phase with this reality. While Guy was relating this to me I was reminded of his ex-fiancé Sally calling him “Old Blue” and mentioned it to him.

“That’s strange because I hadn’t thought of it, but it may explain what happened next. As I watched the blue-man vibrating back and forth like a cartoon character I somehow knew that the man in the back seat was me! Standing by my car I was thinking how on earth can what I’m seeing be possible. It can’t be and yet I knew it was me! I was petrified not because I sensed danger, but because I could not comprehend what I was seeing. The chief question I had was ‘why am I blue’?”

Guy was sure that everyone else at the gas station must have seen what he had and so he forced himself to tear his gaze away from the car and look around. “Although I was surrounded by at least six people not one of them was looking in my direction. Opening my mouth to scream I discover to my increasing terror that I have been struck dumb. I literally could not utter a single word. Resigning myself to the fact that I would not have any credible witnesses to the event I forced myself to re-examine the car. This time I focused on the three other occupants, the three women. I could not see the face of the girl in the passenger seat or the face of the girl sitting next to the blue-man, but the driver had turned and was looking directly at me. She had long white hair and her face had a ghostly pallor. After meeting my eyes she gunned the engine and screeched out of the station.”

Recovering from the shock of seeing himself not only blue but vibrating in and out of phase, Guy’s immediate thought was to give chase. Nonetheless when he tried to move his body would not obey as he could hardly move. Slowly as his mind cleared he decided to call Linda. Guy relates that he is “not sure why. I was barely able to utter a sound and the first thing she said to me was ‘are you alright’?”

As he stood in the gas station holding the receiver Guy felt almost removed from the conversation he was having with Linda. A thought that she was placating him and was not being genuine with her seeming surprise at what had happened, flashed through his mind. Feeling her deception he cut the conversation short and returning to his car pulled out of the gas station to continue to Mindy’s.
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The Vision of Things to Come

As I am reading a draft of the gas station incident to Guy he breaks down sobbing and I realize for the first time how truly terrifying his life was at the time. After seeing himself blue and vibrating in and out of phase one would think that it was the climax of Guy’s journey, but unfortunately it was only the prelude to the main concerto so to speak; the main feature would take place nearly a month later towards the end of August.

The first inkling Guy had that something major was about to happen was a vision he had while sleeping on the floor of the garage at Mindy’s house mid-August. He relates that it seemed more than just a dream and describes it as a feeling of being “between the conscious and unconscious world.” Guy’s vision was of some future ceremony to take place at Linda’s house, but at the time he was unclear of the details. He did however sense that the ceremony was to happen in the very near future.

By August Guy was in such a state of confusion and terror that he was unsure of pretty much anything. Nonetheless his recollection of the strange ceremony is as clear in his mind today as if it happened yesterday and not nearly 7-years ago. That August although the ceremony was in the back of his mind Guy was trying to ignore his increasing sense of being caught in a net. Consequently on a beautiful sunny day in late August as he drove Linda to work Guy was just enjoying the day; unfortunately this sense of peace would be short-lived.

Turning pensive in the car Guy began thinking about whomever or whatever was responsible for the strange events that were happening. As if reliving the emotions with a catch in his voice Guy stammers, “I noticed that my car had been surrounded by three red cars, but I am not surprised. The vision of the weird ceremony flooded my mind and I somehow knew that the occupants of the red cars were there for the ceremony. They were just following me while I dropped Linda off at work and were waiting for me to return to her house. It seems strange now, but I had accepted my fate and had resigned myself to surrendering to the unnatural forces. At the time I was completely numb and beat down.”

Walking up to Linda’s house around 9 o’clock in the morning Guy is aware of the warm sun on his back. Sighing deeply he confesses in a murmur “I am done. There was no more fight in me. I walked into the house leaving the front door wide open. Struggling with the desire to run and reasoning that this was not an option I sat down on a chair next to the open door and pulled out my little orange Bible. At this point although I am resigned to my fate I still feel compelled to pray to God.” Feeling utterly helpless Guy pleaded to God. As he relates this truly terrifying episode to me Guy’s voice is broken periodically with the sobs he cannot suppress. “I know they are waiting for me but I was so afraid and so I say ‘God I know you will watch over me and keep me safe. I don’t know what’s about to happen but I ask you to save my soul’.” For some reason after his plea for help to God, Meaghan came into Guy’s mind and although she was not there he felt compelled to speak to her. “Meaghan I don’t know where you are or if you have anything to do with what’s about to happen, but if this is what you want then I do this for you.”

Curiously after Guy’s plea to God and his statement to Meaghan an almost surreal calm came over him and he stood up and closed the front door. Describing his actions as almost autonomic Guy relates, “Feeling compelled I walked into the bedroom and laid down in the middle of the king-sized bed. My bible was clutched tightly against my chest beneath my hands, which were crossed reminding me of the position the dead moths were in. I had left the bedroom door open and through it I heard a car pull up to the house and the sound of car doors opening and slamming shut. Knowing that the individuals exiting the car were the beings that have instigated everything that had happened over the last few months I experience a sense of completion, because the purpose and reason for the crazy events was about to be revealed.”

Although Guy was relatively calm while lying on the bed, he was still clutching the Bible to his chest like some kind-of life jacket. His eyes tightly closed Guy heard the front door open. “I closed my eyes, because I was sure that’s what I was supposed to do. As I waited for the beings from the moment the door opened my nostrils were filled with a very strange aroma. In my mind’s eye I saw a vision of the room and I saw what I can only describe as an atmosphere filling the house. I do not know how but I understand that the house was filling up with an atmosphere compatible for these beings to inhabit. The atmosphere got denser and denser until I could almost feel it like some kind of curtain. As the thought of a curtain entered my head again, in my mind’s eye I saw the atmosphere like a curtain descending to envelop the room. The curtain appeared to be falling like clouds from the ceiling to the floor. The first curtain or cloud appeared as a light shade of grey with a distinct scent that filled the room. The second curtain or cloud was a darker shade of grey with an even more pungent scent. The densest curtain or atmosphere was the third and the darkest shade of grey with a cloying scent that I could almost taste as well as smell.”

Watching Guy closely as he was relating this amazing experience I was intrigued by how calm he was. To me this was far more frightening than the incident at the gas station and yet he was nowhere near as terrified. Keeping these observations to myself I listened intently as he continued. “After the final curtain/atmosphere had filled the room I heard someone enter the bedroom and approach the bed. They were making a clicking sound, which I took was there way of communicating with one another. Then one of them very gently touched the bottom of my foot. This may sound strange, but I sensed they were trying not to frighten me. Although I did not sense any danger from them I still kept my eyes tightly shut. My main memory was one of fascination of what was happening.”

Experiencing actual physical contact from the beings was something Guy had half expected and he was unfathomably unperturbed by it. Although he did not actually see the beings he knew there was more than one of them in the thick cloying atmosphere of the bedroom. “Two of the beings came up to the bed and stood either side of me. The one on my left lifted the hand that was holding the Bible as if looking to see what I was holding then gently laid it back down on my chest. I could hear them talking back and forth to each other, it was very strange.” Guy reasons, “I think their communication sounded like clicking because they were slightly out of phase with the physical world.”

Despite being out of phase Guy affirms their ability to completely interact physically in the material world. On reflection he thinks the atmosphere was the reason they were able to perform physical tasks like they did. “While I was immersed in their atmosphere I was halfway into their reality. I’m pretty sure that at least two of them were some kind-of doctors.” When I looked askance at Guy, blushing a little he said “I could feel them working on my groin area inside me although I did not feel any knife or insertion of any kind. In fact apart from a little discomfort it was not that bad. While they are fiddling around inside me the thought that maybe they were reversing the vasectomy I had years earlier crossed my mind. Anyway after they finish with whatever they were doing they leave the house.”

Guy lay on the bed not moving until he was certain that he was alone and then he opened his eyes. Mulling over what had happened he was reminded of the vision he had of the ceremony. Realizing that he had just experienced the vision he remembered an important detail he had forgotten. Guy explains, “This detail was that I was supposed to mate or be united with one of them in some way.”
Obviously Guy knew that his experience on the bed did not fulfill his vision, but he did however think that the “fiddling around” they had done with his insides was part of the preparation. He was just not sure who or what he was to mate with or for that matter how this would be achieved.

Although the atmosphere had begun to dissipate Guy could still smell it in the room. Fully conscious he found the stimulation of his senses “somewhat intoxicating” and he is feeling “almost euphoric.” At this point Guy sat up fully prepared “to be united with the female”, but then reality began to surface and a sudden wave of fear assailed him. He explains, “It suddenly occurred to me of what was about to happen and I thought ‘Oh my God what is she going to look like?’ Considering that I’d seen a blue woman and myself as a blue man I reasoned that there was a good chance she would be blue. I start asking myself, ‘How do I feel about that? Will she be too strange for me to handle’?”

With his mind running wild with thoughts about his “mate” Guy’s fear overwhelmed him. Looking at his watch that read 12 noon he remembered he had an appointment at 1 o’clock and jumped up of the bed and headed for the back door. Passing through the living room he registered that the strange aroma had filled the entire house before he ran out the back door. Stopping outside Guy took a deep breath filling his lungs with fresh air. He relates, “The fresh air snapped me back to reality. My senses were extremely acute and my ears picked up the sound of a large machine. It sounded like it was coming from on top of the house, but when I looked there wasn’t anything there. In that moment I realized that it was this invisible machine that had pumped the atmosphere into the house. In the sky I see a military plane with the distinctive circular radar dish on its fuselage. Wondering if the plane’s radar had picked up the “machine” over Linda’s house I realized that I’d left my keys inside. Forcing myself to go back into the house, I unconsciously held my breath from the heavy aroma while I quickly grabbed my keys and almost sprinted out the front door. As I left the house I noticed that not only my hearing and sense of smell were more acute but also my vision, as every color looked particularly vivid and bright.”

Driving away from Linda’s house Guy noticed his car appeared to have attracted a following. Flying just over his car was a flock of birds that he identified as crows. “The crows followed me to the edge of the city. As I left the city the crows were replaced by mechanical followers in the form of approximately eight motorcycles that surrounded my car. As we all sped down the highway doing about 60 miles per hour like some weird speedway spectacle, the mysterious drivers of the motorcycles performed wheelies along side of me at least three times.”
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Time Manipulators

Apart from a disappearing moth and the super-fly Guy’s experience at his ex-wife’s home was fairly uneventful. That was until the beings he came to refer to as the Clickers began visiting him in the garage.

Although Guy left Linda’s house in Seattle before uniting with his promised mate, the Clickers were apparently not done with him and simply shifted their location to the garage at Mindy’s. I asked Guy how he felt about the Clickers visiting him at Mindy’s. Viewing the situation with hindsight he matter-of-factly states, “This made sense because after that day I never slept at Linda’s again.”

Nevertheless Guy was nowhere near as cavalier about the Clickers visiting him at the time and confesses, “At first I was scared and yet these beings did not generate near the amount of fear in me that Ray and the “stray dog” had.” He is not sure why, but he sensed there was something different to the Clickers.

For one thing, Guy says before interacting with him the Clickers would knock as if asking permission to be let in. Still that first night when they first showed up at Mindy’s, Guy admits to being “really wary of their motives. As I said they would knock to ask permission, but I would hear them long before that. When they arrived it was usually with a lot of commotion that was followed by an eerie silence.”

From the first night that Guy began sleeping in Mindy’s garage in late August of 2004 the Clickers visited him every night. Unlike the time in Linda’s house when Guy had physically felt the Clickers touch him, in the garage he would sense them operating ten to twelve feet above him. At first this had puzzled Guy because the ceiling was not that high, but once he allowed his mind to consider different possibilities, he realized that the Clickers were operating in another dimension that was intersecting with ours over his head.

Guy’s encounter with the Clickers in the garage differed in another way from his first encounter with them in Seattle. When the Clickers first arrived Guy did not smell the same pungent smell he had in Seattle. He came to understand that they were testing him with different energies for compatibility; adding that over time he understood “they were preparing my body for something and would run energy through me to determine which energy I was compatible with.”

Each night after running energy through him testing for compatibility, the Clickers began physically interacting with Guy. Again he says “They were never visible to me, but I would feel their energy as they moved my head back and forth. For some reason they wanted to look in my mouth because I would find myself compelled to open my mouth and move my head as if a doctor or dentist was looking inside. Amazingly, during this ‘exam’ a clicking sound the same as the Clickers started emanating from the back of Guy’s throat. “The strange thing was that by this time I was okay with their ‘medical’ examination, although it was somewhat disturbing I was at the same time fascinated by what was happening.”

Guy received a much greater incite into the Clickers agenda a few days later when he was painting the walls in the main house for Mindy. Absorbed in his work with the door closed outside through the open window he heard the unmistakable sound that signalled the arrival of the Clickers. “I know they are there because I could hear then talking (clicking) and the room filled up with a strange aroma, which I knew was not the paint. Stopping to listen and feeling relieved I realised I am no longer afraid. Still a little uncertain I started talking to them. Displaying a confidence that I’m not really feeling I jokingly said, “Wow! Don’t they have any showers in space? You guys really smell.”

As Guy is confronting the mysterious Clickers he became aware that the radio playing music in the background had changed. “A man’s voice with very different sounding music comes on over the radio and says ‘we believe in God. We are time travelers that have come to witness the events about to unfold. We have come to make sure that these events happen accordingly without interference’ I am stunned and in shock and just stared at the radio.”

While he was staring at the radio in disbelief another strange odor caught Guy’s attention and he looked around the room for the source. This smell was un-mistakenly coming from the newly painted walls. Guy relates, “The paint on the wall is going bad in just a few seconds and has turned moldy. The smell was a disgusting putrid smell. As I am trying to figure out how freshly painted walls could have become moldy, out of nowhere the room filled with little tiny gnats. The tiny insects were flying into the newly painted wall and disintegrating before my eyes.”

Although knowing that the designation “time-travelers” was a stretch, Guy believes that the Clickers could manipulate time on the Earth Plane and a more appropriate designation for them would be time-manipulators. “I understood that they were showing me this to prove the point that they could manipulate space time in a localized area. The main message I took from this was that the Clickers were in alignment with God and were telling me the truth.”
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The Valley of the Shadow

Despite the comfort of knowing that at least one of the forces “messing” with him was in alignment with God, Guy was still plagued with other forces that he felt were most definitely not divine. He says that in thinking about late August of 2004 he was reminded of a poster he came across as a young boy in Montana. The poster read, “Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall fear no evil because I am the meanest S.O.B in the valley.” Guy confided that the poster’s words had haunted him all his life but until late that August they had no relevance.

Although Guy was unafraid of the Clickers at Mindy’s house other beings, which he called the Shadow people that turned up there in August of 2004 absolutely terrified him. He relates that it was his faith and belief in God that saw him through this terrifying time. Guy first became aware of the Shadow people when Mindy had placed two new plants outside of his window. He explains, “I could not see the plants but I could see the shadow of one of the plants at night by the light of the porch light. For some reason I was fixated on the shadow of this plant as if I knew something was going to happen. As I watched the plant’s shadow the shadow suddenly started crawling away like a spider. Thinking that I had dreamed the disappearing plant I went to check on the plant the next morning and was only slightly surprised to find the plant had shriveled up and died.”

Guy related that his next encounter with the Shadow people was truly like something out of the X-Files and describes it as a battle between them. The arena for the “battle” was the garage at Mindy’s. Before painting the walls Guy had patched any holes to provide a smooth surface, but in the morning when he went to paint he noticed that his patched holes were all open again. After spending the day patching the holes again Guy thoroughly checked each patch to make sure it would hold and confident that they would, went to sleep. In the morning he was exasperated to find that all of the patches had again been opened. Accepting that the first time it could be possible that as the plaster dried it could have come loose from the wall, but not the second time. Obviously there was something else going on. Guy explains he came to understand that “I was in a battle with the Shadow people. I rationalized that they had a place to go into if there was a hole in the wall. So one day I came up with a plan to trap them in the room with me.”

As he relates his plan to trap the Shadow people he smiles a slightly embarrassed smile and says, “I know, but at the time my plan made sense.” He continues, “I carefully plugged every hole in the room and taped the windows shut so no light would get in to cast a shadow. Finally I taped the door shut to ensure that no light could get in that way. I had brought in a laser with me, because my reasoning was that once they were trapped I could shine the laser on them and be able to see them. Satisfied that the trap was set and the Shadow people would have nowhere to go, I turned off the light. The room was immediately plunged into darkness. Suddenly in the pitch black a thought occurred to me; I had trapped myself in the room with them. Still it was too late and so I turned the laser on and I started moving it in a circle on the ceiling.”

To Guy’s horror as he slowly examined the ceiling he felt something take a hold of his arm and lay it flat on the floor. Then as he watched, his hand was forced open as one finger at a time was slowly uncurled until the laser rolled out onto the floor. “I could not move my arm. Although the laser was on the floor when I looked up at the ceiling I saw the laser light was still moving in circles on the ceiling. I started laughing because it struck me as funny, but then my laughter turned to fear as the reality of what was happening hit me. Who or what was doing this? Jumping up I ripped the tape off of the door and ran out.”

Watching the laser moving over the ceiling of its own accord had been the final straw for Guy. “I had enough of being taunted and when I ran outside I got up the courage to face them. Outside on that warm August night I was standing in the back yard in my underwear.” Stretching his arms up towards the sky, Guy yelled, “I demand that I be shown the truth in the name of Jesus Christ. I demand you show me the truth!” Amazingly his words seemed to have power, because he relates that “At that moment out from behind every bush every shadow around me came up to me and stopped at my feet and I knew that it was over.”

As Guy was relating the above account the scene from Ghost where the shadows rose up and took human form to drag off the villains of the film, flashed through my head. The showdown with the Shadow People was a significant turning point in the story, because it was the first time Guy took back his power. Standing in the garden that beautiful starry night Guy adds, “I waited for a space ship to swoop down and pick me up.” Throwing him for a loop instead of a space ship Guy says, “I heard the sound of large trucks running up and down the street next to the house. It was so loud it sounded like a busy freeway, but that was impossible because I was nowhere near the freeway.” After a few moments Guy returned to the garage satisfied that he had faced his fear. With hindsight he concludes, “I had no choice but to face the Shadow people once and for all and when I stood my ground I remembered what I’d learned in Catholic school that when ever you ask for something in the name of Jesus Christ you receive help. Although I did not receive the Truth that I had demanded afterwards I was no longer afraid of them.” Considering the outcome, it made me wonder who initiated the confrontation between Guy and the Shadow people?
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Final Preparation

Ever since Guy’s “Close Encounter of the 3rd Kind” in August at Linda’s house he had been expecting the female “partner” that his vision had promised. Early September at Mindy’s house, Guy was cleaning up in the backroom of the garage when he heard the now familiar sound of the Clickers outside the window. By this time he was used to them turning up, but for some reason he felt this time was different. He explains, “I knew what they came for, but I hadn’t finished cleaning up so I told them to come back in an hour.”

Although Guy could not understand the Clickers language they obviously could understand his, because right on time an hour later he heard the distinctive sound of Clicking that always announced their arrival. However he still had not finished his work and Guy confides, “As crazy as this sounds they started talking and letting me know they wanted me to hurry up.” After finishing, Guy moved into the front room sliding the door shut behind him. For some reason the Clickers did not appear satisfied with Guy’s job of cleaning up, because he says that after he left the backroom “I could hear someone sweeping in that room. Curious I opened the window in the front room to look outside. Looking to my right I could see a huge cloud of dust poring out of the back room window. It was as if the cloud of dust was some kind-of strange accompaniment to the sound of a broom hitting the side of the walls. Wanting to see where the dust was coming from I opened the sliding door and checked the back room, but there was no one and nothing in the room.”

Knowing that Mindy was already asleep Guy decided to take a shower to prepare for the night ahead. At this point he says, “I thought I was going to be united with one of their females. I must admit I was really nervous because I didn’t know what to expect. The only thing I was sure of was there would be no going back from it.”

Listening to Guy tell the story I was struck with the sense of him following some kind-of script. He continues, “After showering I felt compelled to fill two glasses with water as an offering for her and I placed them on a table in the front room.” With no clue why, Guy decided to turn on his small radio and tuned it to a soft music station.

Sitting down on the narrow cot Guy confesses, “I felt apprehensive and uncertain about what was about to happen.” His quietude was shattered when a storm suddenly rolled in. Guy remembered the wind howled like a hurricane and he could see the trees straining to remain upright as the force of the wind bent them over. Then as suddenly as the storm arrived it just as suddenly dissipated and once again calm descended over the garage. He relates, “As I was sitting there the Clickers made their entrance as usual, but I knew that this night was different.”

Guy’s first clue that this September night was special was when he sensed a large number of different presences. He thinks the many different beings were there as witnesses, because “I could almost see them above me surrounding the front room. I could not make out any words but it sounded as if they were commenting on an expected performance.” Feeling moved to turn the radio off Guy sensed it was time for the ceremony to start.

The first thing Guy heard was a commotion coming from the other side of the Laundry room outside of the garage. “I heard them come into the laundry room.” The unmistakable sound of a woman sobbing reminded him of Meaghan. As he listened to the sounds coming from the Laundry room he detected three female voices trying to calm the sobbing female. All at once Guy realized that the sobbing female not only reminded him of Meaghan, it was her. Suddenly the sliding door to the front room slowly slid open as the room was plunged into darkness.

In the now darkened room Guy sat up straight on the cot as he realized that something important was about to happen. He could hear the female still crying through the now open sliding door. Not really knowing why, Guy felt the need to comfort Meaghan and said, “It’s alright I’m scared too. I know who you are. I don’t know how this is possible but everything will be alright.”

Still in the dark Guy heard the voice of Meaghan say in a voice he clearly understood, “Lie down and close your eyes.” Complying with the command Guy moved to a reclining position on the bed and closed his eyes. While lying on the bed Guy strained to hear the slightest sound. Then he heard a buzzing sound like someone talking through a piece of paper. Unclear why, because he could not determine any clear words, he knew the sound was someone reading from a book.

The buzzing/reading sound continued for a few minutes before it stopped. Then the sound of a flute coming from outside the garage began to resonate in Guy’s ears. While he listened to the melodic sound of the flute his nostrils detected the same strange and intoxicating smell he had experienced in Linda’s house in Seattle. The smell increased in intensity while the flute played and reaching a level that Guy describes as palpable, the music stopped and once again silence fell on the front room. Lying on the bed Guy kept his eyes closed and then he sensed that one of the females had entered the room and as she entered the room the scent in the room changed.

Repeating the action of the “doctors” in Linda’s house the female entered the front room and very gently touched the bottom of Guy’s foot. Again he sensed that this action was deliberately done as the foot was probably one of the most non-intrusive places on the body. Again, he does not know how he knew but Guy relates, “I understood that she was an energy being as she began to swirl around my feet and slowly moved her energy up my body to my waist and stopped.” Evidently, the first female energy-being was not the only one needed for the procedure, because Guy says that the exact same process was repeated twice more, each time with a different female and scent.

Guy explains he understood that the Clickers used scents as a way to identify one another. “Each female and male had their own identifying marker with each scent being unique in its own way to the individual it represented.”

All three times that the three female energy-beings were moving over him, Guy had kept his eyes tightly closed. Like the time in Linda’s house he had experienced everything through his mind’s eye. When finally everything was so quiet that he did not know if there was still anyone in the room, he slowly opened his eyes and looked around the room. Looking down towards his feet he described the scene before him. “At the foot of my cot the energy-being was standing against the wall. I was sure she was the female that I had been waiting for, but what I originally thought of as a union of a physical nature was not that at all; it was so much more than I ever imagined.”

For the first time Guy looked on the beings that had plagued him for months with his own eyes. What he saw struck him with awe. “I saw a flowing energy in the shape of a female. Her form was rather tall and she had no arms. The light was different than ordinary sunlight or artificial light, because it did not cast a shadow. I don’t know how else to explain it. The light-energy was so pure. I tried to make sense of what I was seeing. Gingerly, I spoke softly to her and told her I thought she was breathtakingly beautiful. Gazing in awe at this vision of loveliness I suddenly realized I was absolutely exhausted.” Feeling connected to this wondrous being Guy patted the bed next to him asking her to come and sit with him. When she complied he quickly fell fast asleep, blissful in her energy.
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Learning Communication in the Shed

After the incredible night in September Guy was spending all of his time working on the remodeling of the garage, which was almost finished with just the trim work to be completed. Pleased with his diligence and believing that he had changed, Mindy graciously agreed when he suggested he move into a small shed on the property. Guy relates that the month of September was spent learning to communicate with the energy-being that was now attached to him. At this time he still did not know exactly how the connection worked or for that matter what its purpose was, but he somehow knew it was important.

From the very next day following the “ceremony” the energy-being and Guy had begun to communicate. He moved into the shed that was only 10 feet by 10 feet and began making it his own safe place. Running a power cord from the main house he hooked up a portable heater and a single light hanging from the ceiling. Instead of a regular bed Guy suspended a hammock from the rafters to prevent any insects bothering him.

Surprisingly, Guy never named the being and says, “I had thought that she was Meaghan, but I knew that was ridiculous so I just called her the energy-being or my helper.” When I asked him what made him refer to the energy-being as his helper he told me he’d read it in the Bible. “The next day after the ceremony when I awoke, I picked up my Bible and opened it to the passage in John 14:16-17. ‘I will pray the Father and He will give you another Helper that He may abide with you forever…The Spirit of truth…dwells with you and will be in you…He will teach you all things...’ This was so powerful for me that I hi-lighted the entire passage. Even though what had happened the night before seemed more connected to aliens, I was not afraid because I sensed it was in complete accordance with God.”

I was curious as to how Guy communicated with the energy-being because he had only described their communication as clicks and buzzes. “Communication was difficult to get used to and sometimes I had a hard time accepting the fact that it was real. This may sound strange but almost from the get go I knew how she was communicating. After I had installed the light the very first night after working in the garage, the light dimmed and after a moment quickly brightened again. Intuitionally I realized that my helper was using electricity to let me know she was there. This was a bit unsettling and it took some time to get used to.”

After determining that his “helper” could manipulate electricity and therefore any machine or device, Guy began asking her questions. “I was trying to figure out who she was and why she was given to me. I set up a system where I asked her to respond by turning on and off the light on the portable heater; once for yes (the green light) and twice for no (the red light).

For the most part Guy was happy in his safe place in the shed with his invisible helper. Nonetheless, he was still having difficulty dealing with his emotions and was in great turmoil. As he had been working on the garage for several months, Mindy was more comfortable with her ex-husband. As a result, Guy began sharing some of his encounters with her. Although Mindy did not put much store in Guy’s story she did not discount it out of hand. Guy understood that she could compartmentalize her ex-husband’s experience because it did not concern her. Unfortunately, that would change at the end of September when he received a warning of a threat to his family, which he shared with Mindy. Guy was again thrown for a loop when instead of thanking him, his ex-wife suddenly ordered her ex-husband to leave immediately.

Realizing that Mindy would not change her mind Guy had no alternative but to make arrangements to leave. The problem was he had nowhere to go. Returning to Seattle was not an option because Guy was just beginning to find some kind of balance in his life. Thoroughly stressed over where to go Guy turned to the one “person” who had never let him down, God.

Feeling that he was losing his safe place and desperate to not go back to Seattle, in anguish Guy asked God for help. “With all the crazy things I not only needed a safe place, but someone I could talk to. My prayer was answered when I was leaving the next day.” Standing outside the shed the next morning and running his hands through his hair Guy did not see that the neighbor (We’ll call him Don) had walked into his backyard. Guy’s distress was unmistakable and Don’s heart went out to him as he moved closer to the adjoining fence. Looking up, Guy saw the large man standing by the fence and saw a savior. He says, “In that moment of desperation I reached out to him with my spirit and I humbly walked over to him. I felt compelled to say, ‘I know you don’t know me but I really need someone to talk to right now.”

It was obvious to Guy that Don was a compassionate man that had seen the anguish on Guy’s face and was immensely grateful when Don smiling opened his arms and said, “Come over here.” Grateful beyond words Guy surrendered himself to the arms of the generous-hearted man and felt the warmth of Don’s arms as they closed around him. Guy was only slightly surprised when from the comfort of Don’s chest; he heard his neighbor’s voice softly say, “Do you accept Jesus Christ as your own personal savior?”

Without hesitation Guy said “I Do.” As if to seal the moment Guy says “the sun burst through the clouds and its rays warmed my face.” Releasing his hold on Guy, Don studied the man’s face standing in front of him, which by this time is wet from the tears streaming down it. The amazing thing to Guy was that tears were also streaming down Don’s face. Guy attests that “I was sure that we were both feeling an undeniable energy present at that moment. I could see that Don was taken aback and gathering himself, he asked me what was wrong.” After Guy related his story to Don Guy knew that Don was unsure as to what it meant or for that matter what or who Guy represented. Nevertheless, Don knew that Guy needed help and that was enough for him; consequently he paid for Guy to stay in a motel for three days. Guy was and is extremely thankful for Don’s actions on that day and says, “I will never forget his selflessness in my time of need.”
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Predictable Behavior

Because of Don’s generosity Guy was feeling hopeful, so on October the 1st he packed up all his belongings and moved out of the shed. Having three days to regroup in the motel room he went over the past month’s events in deep prayer with God. His “helper” was still with him and Guy’s communication with her was improving. After three days Guy needed to find another place to go and so remembering Mindy’s compassionate nature he went back to her house. Unfortunately his ex-wife’s fear was completely over-riding any compassion she might have for her ex-husband.

Driving up to the house Guy noticed several cars parked outside of Mindy’s house. He recognized the cars as belonging to several of their mutual friends and this did not surprise him. He was however a little taken aback to see his older brother’s car parked in front of the house. Parking a little down the road he had a clear view of the front door and could see a locksmith was changing the locks. Thinking, “how ridiculous; as if I would want to harm her or my children,” Guy debated whether or not to go inside. Nonetheless, his decision was made for him when he saw his brother determinedly approaching the car.

As Guy watched his brother walk to the car a strange sense of relief came over him, after all they had always been close and he reasoned that his brother would of course believe him. Sadly his brother would not bring the support and solace that Guy needed. Repeating the predictable behavior of nearly all family members of individual’s who appear to be acting unconventionally; his brother had decided Guy needed his help to get back on track. As a result when Guy told his brother about what had happened to him and what he had seen his brother said, “Don’t worry brother we are going to get you some help. Everything will be okay.”

Although Guy knew that his older brother genuinely wanted to help him he could not help but be shocked and disheartened. Knowing that his brother’s reaction was, to use a euphemism “par for the course” he confesses, “I realized that I wasn’t going to be able to tell anyone what was happening without coming across as crazy.” Deciding that there was no point in going inside to talk to Mindy, Guy drove away. Pulling into the gas station after filling his tank Guy sat behind the wheel for several hours in near despair.
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Unexpected Allies

While he was sitting behind the wheel the overwhelming sense of hopelessness began gradually to clear from Guy’s head. Then a picture of his older sister who he had not seen for several years came into his mind. As this was accompanied with the same distinctive smell he knew the vision was from his helper.

Guy explains that visions accompanied by the same smell had happened several times before when he was learning to communicate with his helper. So on that day in the gas station when a picture of his sister (We’ll call her Melody) with the same strange smell overwhelmed him, it was a no brainer and he knew he had to call his older sister.

While still in the gas station Guy called his sister Melody to ask her to let him stay with her. When she expectedly said yes, he headed north again to Seattle. As he sped the 40 miles down the freeway Guy pondered what he would say to the woman who he had always looked up to, being the eldest of the four children. The recent disappointment with his brother was still fresh in his mind and he could not help but feel a little gun-shy about a repeat performance with another member of his family. Nonetheless he need not have worried because he would soon learn that his sister Melody had been experiencing some weirdness of her own. However she was not alone in her experience, because two of her closest friends were also involved.

Feeling a little trepidation Guy parked his car outside of Melody’s house. Opening the door, the woman several years his senior welcomed her long lost brother into her home. Barely giving Guy time to put down his bags Melody exclaimed “You’re not going to believe what’s been happening to me and my two friends for the last two months!”

Stunned at Melody’s statement Guy inquired what had happened. Over the next hour or so Guy listened as his sister told him of the mysterious happenings at her office with things moving around where she and her two friends worked. She had added that the most frightening aspect was the same thing was happening at home. Riveted by what Melody was saying, Guy almost absent mindedly declared “It’s the power of three.”

Shaken to his core Guy heard his sister ask in a stunned voice, “How did you know that? That’s what we call ourselves at work; the power of three.” Deciding that there was a connection between the four of them Guy told his sister that he needed to meet with her two friends as soon as possible. Melody enthusiastically agreed because she was eager to get to the bottom of what was happening as he was.

The following day Melody’s friends arrived (We’ll call them Christine and Diana) at the house. When Diana took hold of Guy’s hand she took him completely by surprise by bluntly stating, “I have seen you before. I recognize your eyes. For the last two months you have been coming to visit me and my daughter at our house and in my car.”

Realizing what she had said, Diana was stunned into silence. Equally stunned, Guy struggled with mounting emotions. The awkward silence was broken by the sound of crying coming from across the room. As Guy turned to see where the sound was coming from, his eyes met the tear filled eyes of Christine. In a broken voice Christine sobbed, “I have been waiting for this moment all my life. Even as a little girl I have dreamt that you and I were married. I know that you are my husband from another life.”

Again as Guy was relaying the events of this episode I could sense he was struggling with a mixture of emotions. The primary emotions were affection and gratitude because as he says, “I had a deep connection with Christine.” Following the strange declarations from Diana and Christine it was obvious to all present that something powerful was happening to them. Consequently they spent the next two days talking about what was happening. Guy confided that he only told the three women some of what he had experienced. Nonetheless, the result of their two-day intense discussion was a general consensus that whatever was going on was of biblical proportions.

Finding such an unexpected ally within his family when he had felt his family would never be able to understand or help him, was beyond a relief for Guy. “I was so thankful to have someone to talk to about what was happening with out feeling like I was insane. They were amazed by the stories I told them and they believed everything I said no matter how fantastic it was.”

Although the four cohorts were unable to unravel what was happening they did uncover a clue to where Guy was to go to next. “On the third day as we were discussing patterns I discovered that my sister and my ex-wife lived next to an American Indian reservation.” Feeling compelled to see exactly where the reservations were, Guy’s nostrils picked up the familiar scent that always accompanied his helper’s guidance. Along with the scent a vision of his uncle who interestingly also lived next to a reservation in Lakewood, popped into his head.

The connection of Guy’s story and the Native American’s immediately made me sit up. I had always felt that the Native American sacred Wisdom was a key part to the Know Thyself Initiative. Moreover, on a personal level while stopped at a scenic point in the Big Horn Mountains during the summer of 1994 I had seen a wagon train crossing the plain 10,000 feet below us. Back in the car, I was told Craig and I were the son and daughter of Chief Red Cloud. Years later we learned while reading an edition of the Smithsonian that the point I’d seen the wagon train was known as the Bozeman Trail, which Chief Red Cloud had gone to war over. Seeing Native American energy connected to Guy’s story made me wonder if he too had a Native American connection in a past life.

Anyway after that digression let’s get back to Guy’s story. He continues, “Getting out a map of Western Washington I realized that a line drawn between the three locations of my sister’s house, my ex-wife’s garage, and my uncle’s house formed the three points of a right-triangle. Seeing this as a sign I knew that whoever or whatever was guiding me in my journey was letting me know that Lakewood was where I needed to be.”

While Guy was contemplating what he was being shown Melody alerted him to a flock of crows that had appeared outside the window. Inexplicably Guy and the three women thought of his sister Lesley and the movie the Wizard of Oz with the good witch and wicked witches. Unsure of what the omen meant, whether it was warning him away from his uncle’s or guiding him there, Guy could feel the uneasiness emanating from the three women with him. Deciding he needed to seek guidance he excused himself and retired to his bedroom.
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X.  Finding Sanctuary

Although unnerved by the appearance of the crow outside the window at Melody’s house Guy felt the guidance from his helper was to go to his uncle’s house. The point that sealed his decision was when he was reminded that his uncle also lived next to a reservation. The decision made, Guy immediately left his sister and her friends and went to call his uncle to ask if he could visit them. Grateful that his uncle had agreed to his nephew’s visit Guy rejoined the three women to tell them of his decision.

A few days later Guy thanked his sister Melody and headed for Lakewood. As he covered the miles he mulled over in his mind how different he was feeling from the last time he was in the South Sound. Although Guy had not seen any of the three women he had experienced such terror with in Seattle, he could not get them out of his mind as he drove south to Lakewood. “I was certain that I was supposed to rescue the three women from whatever it was that was controlling them; irrespective of what Ray had told me.”
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Starting the Transition to Safety

Despite feeling relieved as he drove to his uncle’s house in Lakewood Guy was still anxious about how his uncle and aunt would receive his story.  Guy had been humbled by what had happened and affirms “My life was in the hands of God. At this time I was just trusting that everything happening was being overseen by the Divine forces helping to facilitate God’s plan. Nonetheless, I was not sure how much to tell my uncle.” Because his uncle knew Linda’s parents Guy decided to start with his suspicion that Linda was possessed.

Fortunately, like his sister Melody Guy’s uncle and aunt welcomed their nephew to their home. “They made me feel right at home and when I shared with them some of the things that had happened they did not judge me at all. My uncle was quite open to the possibility of supernatural possession and was willing to help me anyway he could.”

Due to his uncle and aunt being friends with Linda’s parents Guy suggested that his uncle go with him to talk to them about their daughter. Guy says predictably, “My uncle agreed and drove me to Linda’s parents the next day.” Inside Linda’s parents Guy sat across from two very apprehensive people as they politely listened to him relate what had happened to their daughter. Looking back, Guy is fairly certain that Linda’s parents did not believe him and is more than aware of how he came across to them. Nonetheless he says, “I knew I had to do something to help the women. Still when nothing happened from my visit, other than the consensus spreading through my family that I was deranged, I realized that I was incapable of helping anyone at that time.”

Guy’s aunt worked in a Catholic school attached to a church, which he says “is ironically only a block away from Linda’s in Seattle. Seriously I could see the top of Linda’s house from the front door of the school.” Extremely fond of his Aunt, Guy felt a great connection with her and decided to visit her at the school. He relates that while waiting for his aunt he was moved to see the priest at the school. Curiously this urge did not surprise Guy because he relates that for several weeks he had an overpowering feeling of the need to be blessed.

Earlier Guy was guided by his helper through a vision to procure a crucifix and a little black address book from a Good Will store close to his ex-wife’s house. However, he was clearly instructed (if you could call his mode of communication with his helper clearly) to receive a blessing from a priest before he purchased the items. Walking up to the Catholic school’s entrance Guy noticed a crow sitting above the doorway on a power line. “As I walked to the door the crow started screeching at me and then began diving at me as if it was trying to discourage me from entering the school. Finally as I stood in the door way of the school the crow suddenly flew off in the direction of Linda’s house, which I found extremely interesting.”

Inside the school Guy paged his aunt. When she arrived he told her of his wish to see a priest and she directed him to the priest’s chamber. Knocking on the door of the priest’s chamber and being invited in, Guy found the priest sitting in a chair. After shaking Guy’s hand and motioning to him to take a seat the priest got up from his chair. “I watched as he skipped over to the door and closed it. I know that sounds strange and I had to do a double take myself, but that is exactly what he did. The most amazing thing was I don’t think he realized that he had skipped.”

While Guy was still trying to make sense of a priest apparently skipping, the father returned to his seat and asked the troubled man in front of him how he could help? Taking a deep breath Guy blurts out “Father I am on a mission from God and I would like it if you could bless my journey before I start.”

Barely even blinking at Guy’s forthrightness the priest rose from his chair and standing over Guy said, “My son, may the road rise to meet you and may the wind be always at your back; May the sunshine warm upon your face and the rain fall soft upon your fields. And may God hold you in the palm of His hand.” To Guy it seemed as if the priest was just waiting in his office that day to bless him. Still puzzling over the course of events he thanked the kindly priest and left the chamber.

After leaving the school Guy drove 30 miles immediately to the Good Will store where his helper had told him he would find a crucifix and a little black book and went inside. Due to the events of the morning Guy says he was an emotional mess as he entered the store and was not sure what to think. Feeling directed, he made his way to the back of the store where he found a bookshelf. On the top shelf was a little black book and realizing that it was the same book he had seen in his vision he reached up and took the book down from the shelf.

Turning the book over in his hands he unconsciously steels himself before opening it. Opening the book Guy registered that it was an address book. As he flicked quickly through the pages the pages were empty except for one short entry. As Guy read the entry chills ran up his spine. The short entry was word for word the exact words of the blessing he received from the priest barely an hour earlier. Feeling a mixture of awe, terror, delight and confusion, Guy broke down and tears fell unchecked down his face. After a minute or two he realized that he was standing in a public store balling like a baby and self-consciously looked around him to see if anyone saw his emotional collapse. Reminded of his experience at the gas station where no one saw the blue man in the car, he smiled ironically and thankfully as he determined that again not one person in the store had been looking in his direction.

In relating the incredible events to me, Guy looking and sounding exasperated says, “It’s as if they were all told not to look.” After pulling himself together Guy returned to the front of the store. He says, “By now I was not surprised to find the crucifix from my vision right out in the open. Again it was right on top and I must have walked right past it on my way to the back. It was one of a kind and I had not seen anything like it before. Knowing this was the crucifix I was supposed to buy I ask the girl how much it was and she said three bucks. After handing her the money I left the store with no clue what my purchases meant and drove home to my uncle’s house.”

Because he felt that his trials were almost over while at his uncle’s house Guy was able to nurture his two-way communication with God. During a particularly powerful communication with God and his helper Guy came to understand that his mission involved music. “I had been writing music my entire life and that prospect sounded fantastic. Still, I wondered what music had to do with everything that happened to me. I was certain that whatever was happening needed my attention immediately; but music why, how, and when?” However, Guy was not quite free of the forces vying for control of him yet.

When Guy had first arrived at his uncle’s he slept in the garage. He relates “I was reminded of Meaghan’s because along one of the walls was a huge mirror. Shortly after moving into the garage I felt that whatever was plaguing me before had followed me to my uncle’s.” Guy felt this because he heard the same vehicles driving around the block every night. However, he was comforted to learn from his helper that they could only drive by the house because “I was protected by my helper and her friends, who were with me.”

Nonetheless, Guy was relieved when a few days later his aunt and uncle moved him from the garage into a studio on the second floor in the house. Although he felt safer because the house was separated from the garage/mirror, there were still strange occurrences happening around him. He relates, “I would sense something would almost land on the roof above my room, which would cause the walls to appear to buckle under some kind-of unseen weight.”

I asked Guy if he ever saw or specifically heard anything. “I would hear crackling sounds from the ceiling and the walls would pop.” Guy reasoned that his helper’s “colleagues” were visiting to check in with his helper and get her report. “By now I talked with her every night and she told me again that I was here for music.” I could sense that Guy was a lot more comfortable with the visitations that took place at his uncle’s and he affirmed my assessment. However, he says, “It was one thing for them to interact with me, but when something happened in front of my uncle and aunt I was a little disturbed and I wondered who the perpetrators were.”

At the time, although Guy had shared some of the less sensational experiences with his uncle and aunt he had not told them he was being regularly visited at their house. One night a week after moving into the house one of the family dogs got outside when someone opened the door. Guy was standing on the patio when his aunt came out to call the dog back inside, however she was stopped in her tracks by what she saw. The dog that had been barking at something had suddenly stopped and appeared frozen to the spot. Dumbfounded by what they were both seeing Guy heard his aunt call out to her husband who quickly joined them. It was obvious to Guy that the dog was frozen in fear by what it was seeing. “I knew that there was something right in front of the dog but we could not see it. In the end my uncle had to literally go and pick the dog up and carry him inside.”

Guy’s uncle was confronted by the weird circumstances surrounding his nephew a few days later. Alone in the house while taking a shower, over the cascading water pelting his body, Guy heard the sound of someone loudly knocking on the front door. Turning off the shower Guy wrapped a towel around him and ran downstairs to open the door. Finding no one at the door Guy is reasoning that it was probably kids playing a prank when he heard the sound of loud knocking coming from the downstairs bathroom. Rushing to the bathroom Guy almost angrily pulled open the door. Although the bathroom is empty he quickly realized that the sound was coming from the bathroom window. “There is a large window in the back of the bathroom and someone was beating on the window really hard, because I could see the window moving back and forth but NO ONE was there.”

Struck with fear at his predicament Guy turned to God. “I crossed my arms and said, ‘In the name of Jesus Christ you can’t come in here!’ And it stops.” Despite being shaken by the incident Guy relates he was “not too bad. Trying to figure out what was going on; I got the feeling that this was someone trying to warn me about someone breaking in. Almost without my volition I got dressed and went to a pay phone down the street to call my uncle.”

Shocking his uncle Guy asks him if there is anyway a person could get into the house through the downstairs bathroom. He was only slightly surprised when his uncle asked, “How did you know that? Yes, there is a way; there is a secret panel that comes off from the outside. I was meaning to get it fixed.” Realizing that his home was vulnerable Guy’s uncle told his nephew he would be right home to fix the panel so no one could get in. Once again Guy was pleased by his uncle’s receptivity.
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The Final Destination

Late October 2004 although Guy was comfortably talking with his helper everyday as he says, “like you would talk to your friend on the phone at night” he was still unclear as to the whole purpose of the incredible events of the past year. However, Guy’s amazement was about to reach another level.

Comfortable with his helper’s mode of guidance, Guy knew when she was directing him to a certain destination. One brisk fall day he felt her urging him to go for a drive. With no clear direction after a short distance Guy was driving past a small bookstore set back from the road when he had an overwhelming feeling that he needed to go inside. This feeling was so strong that it caused him to take a really sharp turn into the small parking area in front of the store. Gathering himself in his truck all at once Guy felt a sense of coming home and jumping out of his truck rushed into the store.

Smiling at me Guy says, “I knew that I had finally made it to where I was supposed to be and was filled with joy and excitement. Entering the store I was sure that my journey had finally come to an end and this was my final destination.” At this point in his story we feel it is appropriate for Guy to tell you his impressions and what he learned in his own words.
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Amazing Revelations

“I knew that the bookstore was where my helper needed me to be, but why? I wasn’t even sure where I was. I find myself compelled to proclaim ‘I’m here I made it!’ This proclamation was quickly followed jubilantly with ‘This is where I’m supposed to be.’ I became aware of a man standing up and moving towards me from behind the counter. Smiling warmly the man holding out his hand introduces himself as Craig Babcock, but instead of shaking hands we both walk into each others arms like long lost brothers.

“Immediately at ease without hesitation I start telling Craig how I arrived at his store. He patiently listened while I related in great detail all the events that had happened. When I finished and fell silent he absolutely floored me by very calmly saying ‘My wife and I witnessed the return of the Christ at the Holy Sepulcher Church in Jerusalem Easter Monday April 4th 1994.’

“What! I was stunned speechless. What could I say? After everything that had happened to me in the last year I had thought that nothing could shock me, but what I was hearing that day shocked me to my core. I was so taken aback by what Craig was telling me that I just sat there in amazement listening to his story. And yet I knew deep within me that this was the place I was supposed to be.

“Craig explained that it was the first part of the Second Coming that occurred in April of 94; going on to say it was the energetic return of the Universal Christ and not the literal physical return. To be honest I did not know that there was more than one Second Coming, but Craig had spoken with such sincerity that my heart resonated with the truth of his words. As I sat in that wonderfully bright store with crystals glistening everywhere I wondered if their story was the biblical event I had discussed with my sister Melody and her two friends.
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The 7 Keys Center

“After my dramatic entrance and Craig’s astounding recitation, I took a little time to take stock of my surroundings.  The store was called The 7 Keys Millennium Awakening Center and was primarily a metaphysical bookstore. At the time I had no idea what metaphysics were about but considering my recent experiences it sounded a lot closer to what was happening to me.

“Craig told me that as well as a metaphysical bookstore the 7 Keys offered several services and classes. After spending several hours with Craig I reluctantly left the store promising to return the next day. The warmth of the hug I shared with Craig attested to our connection and I knew that I had found an ally.

“When I returned the next day I found Craig in discussion with a woman who worked out of the 7 Keys. Her name was Judy and she was one of the supporters who offered services and or classes there. Her contribution was as a practitioner in Acutonics, which I learned is the art of using sound to heal and alter the energy field of the body. In a nutshell, along with Tibetan Gongs and bowls the Acutonics practitioner uses tuning forks in the same way that an Acupuncturist uses needles on the body’s meridian points. In this way the tuning forks create sound vibrations to affect and change the electro-magnetic fields of the body.

“I quickly settled into a daily routine of going to visit with Craig. As the 7 Keys Store was only three blocks from my uncle’s house it made it really easy to visit with Craig during the day and I really enjoyed his company. I found Craig an exceptionally intelligent man and that intelligence mixed with his insightful views and personal understanding on spirituality made Craig an absolutely fascinating man to me. I had never met anyone like him before in my travels.

“In the fall of 2004 Craig was holding weekly classes to share what he had learned studying with Suzzan and invited me to join the class. At my first class I met several individuals that were also brought to the center in their own way to help facilitate the Divine Plan, which Craig talked about a lot. At the time I had no idea what the Divine was so during the class I drank in what Craig was saying like a man dying of thirst in a dessert being offered water. As I listened to Craig discuss the nuances of the plan I watched my fellow classmates. I had assumed that the people in the class had also experienced supernatural incidents like I did, which had brought them to the center. However, as each member shared their experience and understanding of their spiritual calling I quickly realized that unfortunately I was alone in that respect.
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Meeting Suzzan

“In closing the meeting for my first class, Craig surprised me when he said “Next week on November 11th we will be performing a special ceremony. Suzzan will be receiving an Acutonics adjustment to her energy and we would like you all to come to take part.” As I drove home after the meeting I wondered how it would be possible for me to take part in Suzzan’s adjustment.

“The following week when I arrived at the 7 Keys the place was bustling with energy. Taking my seat in the class Craig walked out from a small backroom and asked me ‘Would you like to meet Suzzan before we get going?’ As I heard so much about her I eagerly followed him to a small brightly lit room.

“In the room lying on a treatment bed was a normal-looking middle-aged woman. I was thinking, ‘so this is Suzzan. She doesn’t look much like my idea of a spiritual messenger.’ I noticed she was quite frail and appeared to have something physically wrong with her. Raising her head up from the bed Suzzan smiled at me and said in a soft voice ‘Hello Guy.’ Then I was hustled out of the room back to my seat. As I sat listening to the sound of Tibetan Gongs coming from the room I wondered how an adjustment to Suzzan’s energy could be described as a ceremony.

After about an hour the sounds of the Gongs coming from the room fell silent. Then a few minutes later Craig led the woman I had seen on the bed out to join the group. I listened as she related the astrological and spiritual relevance of the ceremony. Not sure as to my need to be there, I nonetheless felt honored and privileged to have been invited. Little did I know that the adjustment to Suzzan’s energy field was not only connected to the Divine Plan, but was also in preparation for her in dealing with my energy.
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Conversations with God

“The first time I really had a chance to sit down and talk with Suzzan was at their home in Tacoma after Christmas in January of 2005. Entering their small secluded house I immediately felt at home. By this time Craig and I had built up quite a rapport, but since briefly meeting Suzzan at the November ceremony I had not seen her again. To be honest I was a little intimidated by this sweet soft spoken English woman. Although Craig had told me that everyone could have a two way communication with God as he and Suzzan did, I somehow felt Suzzan was different.

“Nervously sitting across from Suzzan who was reclining on the couch I was struck by her apparent physical frailty. However, a few moments later any thought of her weakness was wiped from my mind when she said in a surprisingly strong voice ‘God is waiting for you to talk to Him.’

“Again stunned into silence I found myself filled with anxiety. For the last year I had been talking to God as though it was my last day on earth, but I never heard nor expected a response. Now Suzzan was telling me that the Supreme Being was waiting for me to talk to Him. Hadn’t I been talking to Him, no begging Him to help me for the past a year? Then why had God not answered me. Suzzan recognized the confused look on my face and calmly explained that for two-way communication to take place an individual first needs to believe it is possible. The other requirement is for the individual to be in a peaceful state, because any strong emotion can lead to mistaking God’s “voice” for your own ego or counterfeit spirit.

“Returning to my uncle’s house that night I prepared myself for my two-way conversation with God. After carefully framing my question I waited humbly to hear an audible voice. In my excitement of hearing God’s voice I had completely forgotten that Suzzan had told me God’s voice is not audible, but instead comes from within your own head. ‘It sounds a lot like your own voice as if you are speaking to yourself. The only distinct difference is if the communication is genuine God uses words and phrases you would not normally use.’ In fact Suzzan had confided that she would often have to look up the meaning of words in a dictionary to understand the message she was receiving.

“As I was expecting to ‘hear’ God’s voice my first attempt was a disappointment. On my next visit to see Suzzan she immediately asked me of my communication with God. Reminding me of what she had said previously, Suzzan told me to persevere and believe it will happen. ‘It is like tuning into a radio station, the station is always transmitting, but unless you have turned the dial to the right frequency then all you hear is static. This is like two-way communication with God, because we have been conditioned to believe that God only speaks to saints and prophets we keep the dial turned to the wrong frequency so to speak.’

Before I left Suzzan and Craig that evening I was sure that I would be successful, but I learned that it takes practice. I can’t remember the specific moment that I first heard God talk to me but it was a few weeks after my first attempt. When I finally heard a reply I had no doubt, because God was blatantly telling me something I needed to hear that I would never say to myself. Since that first time I regularly have two-way communication with God, but I’m sad to say that at first those incidences were few and far between; not because God was not talking, but that I was not tuned into His frequency and therefore not listening. Luckily for me in those early days despite my inadequacy, God’s Grace would cut through the usual useless static in my mind. Those precious and rare occasions would stop me in my tracks and compel me to listen to the instructions I was receiving. More than anything it was the wisdom I received that made me cultivate the skill of listening. God’s voice of reason would so sublimely cut through all the bull while imparting something profoundly helpful to my spirit.

“One of the most important things I gained in learning how to have a two-way communication with God was a much greater insight into my inner makeup. Through my then weekly visits with Suzzan she taught me how to identify the obstacles to a clear connection. First I needed to understand how the ego and the counterfeit spirit worked within me so that I didn’t mistake the intentions of my false self for God’s will. Second it was essential that I learn the primary aspects of God, which are Love, Compassion, Understanding, and Forgiveness. If ever the message was contrary or diametrically opposed to any one of these aspects in the messages I received then I could be certain that the message was not from God. Of course as I said it was crucial that I mastered my emotions by quieting my mind and thoughts, but the most important lesson I learned was that it is up to me to keep the pathway between me and God open. The simple truth is, like anything that is not used on a regular basis; it will seize up and stop. I equate this with the need to nurture a relationship; unless you call your loved one once in while you will lose contact with them.
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Paging Guy

“I had acquired a pager during the stay at my uncle’s house because it was the only way I could be reached. Interestingly like her manipulation of the light in the shed I learned my helper could use the pager to communicate with me. She would set the pager off during conversations and it was through this method of communication that I realized my helper understood Suzzan.

“Although I was used to having my helper respond to me it was not so easy explaining these events to other people. Nevertheless I carried the pager with me everywhere I went, including to Craig and Suzzan’s home. I realize that a pager going off is not earth-shattering and some would say there is nothing supernatural about it, but when my helper set the pager off it wasn’t the normal beep, beep, beep. When the pager went of at Craig and Suzzan’s it sounded different to when someone paged me.

I think it was my second or third visit to Craig and Suzzan’s and I had placed my pager between us on a table. I was explaining how during conversations the pager would start beeping and Suzzan had said, ‘The Spirit World can and does often use electronic devices to announce their presence’ when the pager started beeping. We all laughed, but over the evening I noticed that the pager mostly went off when Suzzan gave me specific information, which made me pay especial attention to what Suzzan said.

“I must admit that at first Suzzan was a bit mysterious to me and it took me awhile to fully comprehend what exactly happened to her. As stated when I first saw Suzzan I thought she was quite frail, but after talking with her I soon realized not to mistake the fragile appearance of her body for someone that is disabled, she is not. I found Suzzan to be a remarkably strong, intelligent, and kind woman. Her understanding of the human condition is second to none. The wisdom she possesses is not bound by this reality but transcends all levels of divinity.

“I must emphasize that Suzzan would never say anything like that about herself. On the contrary, she would be quite embarrassed about what I have said about her. She is a graciously humble woman and makes no big deal of what happened to her at the Holy Sepulcher Church in 1994. In fact she describes herself as merely a tool that God used and is still using and nothing more.

“During those first meetings with Suzzan I needed to set aside any preconceived notions I had about the return of Jesus Christ. After a year of experiencing supernatural events involving Alien beings and God, as I said I concluded that what was happening was a biblical event. Still, I had no idea what that event was until I arrived at the 7 Keys Center. Craig and Suzzan’s story is well documented on the triple7center web site and is recounted in their books ‘My Lost Love’ and ‘Daniel’s Lion’ which they wrote together so, I won’t comment on their story here. What most interested me at the time I met them was not what happened in Jerusalem, but the consequences of that event for Humanity. Therefore, I will focus on what happened and what I learned after meeting Craig and Suzzan.

“When I first met Craig and Suzzan apart from ‘My Lost Love’, Suzzan had written ‘LOVE: The Common Denominator My Journey to the Truth’ and ‘The True Philosophers’ Stone’. Since 2001 when Craig was laid off from Boeing he had run the 7 Keys, which freed up Suzzan for the extensive studying she needed to do. Although Craig would contribute to the books from time to time after 2001 Suzzan was primarily the writer in the family.

“It’s my understanding that Suzzan had written the five books under the guidance of God per the directive she received while still in Jerusalem. In early 2005 she was finalizing their fourth book, ‘The Good News: An Alternate Theory’ and had started holding weekly meetings with a small group at their home. During these meetings we discussed and studied the information Suzzan brought forth in her writing. However, before I discuss this I need to tell you about the main reason I was led to Suzzan.
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Tracking Device

“A few weeks after I started visiting Craig and Suzzan at their home, they asked me to talk about my story and how I arrived at the center. As I had already told most of it to Craig and suspected that he had told his wife I wondered what they wanted me to tell them. I was still a little gun-shy as my experience with my brother, not to mention some other friends, were still fresh in my mind. Yes my uncle and aunt had been receptive, but I had told them very little. My older brother’s and my friends’ reactions were the hardest to take. I had played with them in our band and thought we knew each other very well; I was certain they would believe me. Still I could not blame them as even to me my story sounded crazy, even so their ridicule of my story and bearing my soul still hurt. As a result I learned to just keep my mouth shut and stopped talking about my alien encounters. Craig was the first person I had opened up to and although I knew that he had probably shared everything with Suzzan I was a little uneasy telling anyone everything, even her.

“Nonetheless, sitting opposite Craig and Suzzan with my helper/pager between us I knew I needed to tell Suzzan. Jumping in with both feet I felt compelled to talk about my frightening experience in Linda’s kitchen. This story was the most difficult for me as the emotions and subsequence wound generated by the event was still open. However the minute finished I was both surprised and pleased to have a feeling of great relief wash over me; as if the memory of that terrifying day had just been exorcized from my head.

“Both Craig and Suzzan had listened quietly while I related the terror I felt in Linda’s kitchen. After I finished I could see that Suzzan was running my account through her head. I knew that both of them had an open mind and were truly interested in what I had to say. Falling silent I waited for their comments. When it came Suzzan’s reaction took me aback a little as it was more critical in that she carefully probed asking specific questions. I explained that I always knew the ‘silver wire’ was some kind of tracking device that had been planted in me, but I had tried to put it out of my mind simply because the thought was just too terrifying. Nodding her head I wasn’t that surprised when Suzzan agreed with my deduction.

“As Suzzan carefully probed I realized just how much I wanted it out. She asked, ‘Can you still see it or has it receded back into your stomach.’ Pulling up my shirt I showed her the bump and redness, which indicated that it was flaring up again. I told her that for nearly a year the device has intermittently caused me unbelievable discomfort. During a flare the skin around the area turned red and swelled up causing me great discomfort. I confided that I suspected that the discomfort was being caused by my body trying to reject the device. Suzzan nodded again and then said, ‘I’m being told that I need to deactivate the device. I will need to pray on this for a while but I feel that it should be done soon, perhaps next week?’

“The next week I went to Craig and Suzzan’s house. They both welcomed me and in the Living Room following God’s direction Suzzan instructed me to lie on the floor. Directed to sit at my head Craig placed two Ametrine spheres on either side in line with my temples. Picking up a large Ametrine point at least 5 inches in diameter Suzzan handed the beautiful purple and orange crystal to me and told me to hold it over my chest. She then sat on my right-side on the floor and laid her right-hand on my stomach where the device was. From the sure and exact way Suzzan controlled the procedure I had assumed that she was being directed by God on how to deactivate the tracking device step by step. However, she later told me that all she was told to do was sit by me with her right hand on my stomach, God did the rest. The only thing that she and Craig had consciously contributed to the course of action was the choice of crystals, because they were both told which crystals to use.

“As I lay on the floor, I tried to have no expectations about what Suzzan was doing. Her hand felt warm and there was a slight tingling sensation. I couldn’t help but be excited that the device, which had plagued me for so long was about to be finally removed from my body.

“Although there were no bells and whistles to accompany the deactivation of the tracking device, not long after my skin finally cleared up and the bump on my stomach went away. After I got up off the floor we discussed what had happened. However, none of us mentioned the white elephant in the room, which was who had placed the tracking device in my stomach and why did they need to track me?
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Pulled in Two Directions

“Before Suzzan deactivated the tracking device I had arranged to go to San Francisco, California with a girl friend (We’ll call her Mary). One of the reasons we were going was for Mary to address her pathological fear of heights, in particular bridges. She had determined that she was going to conquer her phobia on that trip by walking over the Golden Gate Bridge. Mary felt it was vital she conquer her fear because she was unable to even drive over a bridge, let alone cross on foot. Prior to leaving Mary had discussed her phobia with Suzzan and Mary and I had arranged to call Suzzan from the middle of the Golden Gate Bridge.

“Having never had to address a phobia before, I was surprised by the sheer terror Mary was exhibiting as we prepared to cross the bridge. We had just taken the first few steps onto the bridge when she became rigid with fear. Her face was ashen and tears filled her eyes. Knowing how much Mary wanted to conquer her fear, I dragged the terrified woman a hundred feet to the first support, where she stood shaking from head to toe frozen in fear. Realizing that there was no way I was going to get this woman anywhere near the center of the bridge as we had planned, I pulled out my phone to call Suzzan.

“When I explained how terrified Mary was and that it would be impossible to get her to the middle, let alone across the bridge, Suzzan said ‘Give Mary the phone’. I watched awestruck as after a minute Mary slowly and deliberately walked to the railing and scanned the horizon. Then to my utter astonishment I saw the previously terrified woman lean over the railing to look down into the water.

“Turning away from the railing and smiling with not a trace of fear on her face, Mary handed the phone back to me. In a state of almost disbelief I relayed to Suzzan what had happened and thanking her said goodbye. When I put the phone back in my pocket I was further awestruck when instead of leaving the bridge Mary proceeded to walk calmly across the entire length of Golden Gate Bridge unaided. Walking by her side I asked her what had happened, reminding her that I had needed to drag her to the first support. Smiling Mary matter-of-factly said, ‘Suzzan told me that my fear came from the fact I had fallen from a bridge and died in a previous life. She reminded me that I knew that death was not the end and to visualize myself jumping off, but instead of falling I was flying. It felt so liberating and all the fear just instantly left me.’

“Back in Tacoma I told Suzzan how I had watched Mary’s terror instantly leave her never to return. I knew that Mary’s fear had gone for good; because as well as bridges she was also deathly afraid of heights of any kind. To make sure that it wasn’t just a fluke the next day I took Mary to explore Golden Gate Park that has some very high points. I was both awed and pleased to report that Mary displayed not a trace of fear. I questioned Suzzan on how such an obviously paralyzing phobia could be overcome so quickly? She explained that ‘often when a person experiences a traumatic death the last moment of fear and terror becomes seared onto the soul and carried into future incarnations. But when an individual realizes that death is not the end and in the right circumstances you can reconnect the moment of death with the joy of understanding the spirit never dies. The very first words I said were the key, because her reply opened her soul to God through my voice. Remember I said that when we are open then God can and does speak through us. Consequently, when I asked Mary if she trusted me in her moment of terror she told me she did, God was able to talk directly to her spirit and bring into her consciousness what she had forgotten.’ I will never forget this event and I doubt that Mary will either; it truly was a miracle that only Mary, but Suzzan and I had shared.

“My experience on the Golden Gate Bridge with Mary changed my view of Suzzan and my wonder of whom or for that matter what she was, grew in leaps and bounds. Craig would often share his understanding of his wife in electronic terms describing her as some kind of mechanism God was using to fulfill His plan. Until I experienced the deactivation and the clear change to my body and what happened with Mary, I realized that I wasn’t really thinking about how we all fitted into the Divine Plan. From that time on I began to consider the ramifications of Craig and Suzzan’s message; that the Universal Christ had energetically returned through a human woman’s heart that carried the consciousness of Mary Magdalene. Sadly in spite of seeing Suzzan as a messenger from God, not to mention the miracle I had witnessed with Mary on the Golden Gate Bridge, within a month I had abandoned both Craig and Suzzan.

“Following Mary’s complete recovery from her phobia of heights we developed a special closeness. Naturally Mary wanted to learn from Suzzan and she regularly visited her to discuss what had caused the phobia and many things that she was concerned about. I knew that Mary enjoyed visiting with Suzzan because Mary would share with me what they discussed.

“A few weeks after our Golden Gate experience, I was strongly urged to go to Oregon with Mary to perform a ceremony and eagerly told Craig and Suzzan. Suzzan’s cool reception of the news surprised me, but as she said nothing I dismissed it. But the next day when Suzzan called me and asked me to come over I was forced to confront her reticence. Asking me to take a seat she immediately began questioning me about where I had got the urge to go to Oregon from. I told her that I was not sure, but that I felt it was from God. Shaking her head Suzzan said, ‘No it was not from God because He told me to tell you not to go’.

“As Suzzan’s words sank in I felt anger and resentment rising in me and thought, ‘How dare she tell me what I can and can’t do. Who does she think she is?’ I know after what had happened and what I had seen that was utterly ridiculous, but what I did not realize at the time was that I could be tricked. Blind with suppressed anger at the woman’s gall, I said ‘I’m sorry, but I feel strongly that I should go and so I’m going.’

“I could see that Suzzan was struggling with powerful emotions, which I interpreted as anger. Of course I was wrong, but I still had so much to learn then. Suddenly Suzzan simply said, ‘I think you should leave’ and so I got up and left the room fuming with anger.

“There is a saying that when you are angry don’t do anything until you have calmed down because you might do some thing you might live to regret. Looking back how I wish I had heeded that advice. When I got home I was so angry that I wrote Suzzan an angry and what was much worse, hurtful letter. I used my words to deliberately hurt her and when Craig came over a few hours later I gave him the letter to give to her.

“Although my disconnection from Craig and Suzzan was detrimental to my spiritual progress there was an even greater tragedy to my defection from my spiritual path and truth; Mary. My dear friend Mary could not stand any kind of conflict and when I told her what had happened she also turned her back on Suzzan.

“I don’t know how long I stayed away, but it was for at least several months. In that time my communication with God was virtually non existent. Luckily I was still in contact with a member of the group, because we had become close friends. I was aware that Ken still saw Craig and Suzzan regularly so when he called and asked me for coffee I eagerly agreed. To be honest during that separation I had done a lot of soul searching and felt bad about how I had acted. Still I reasoned that I could not go back because I had burnt my bridges with Suzzan with the hurtful letter.

“Meeting my friend Ken for coffee, deep down I was both surprised and relieved when he told me that Suzzan wanted to see me. However my pride made me argue with him, but as Ken patiently reminded me of what I already knew, I realized that there was nowhere else to go and so I agreed to meet him at Craig and Suzzan’s house. In their Living Room I was greeted as if nothing had happened, but I still felt awkward until it was suggested that we all pray together. As I opened my heart to God I felt my walls crumbling and fell to my knees and begged Suzzan for forgiveness. She simply said, ‘There is nothing to forgive, but of course I forgive you'."
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XI.  Gaining Clarity

“It felt good to be able to study with the group at Craig and Suzzan’s house again and I was beginning to get my communication with God back on track. One evening a few weeks later Suzzan was discussing how the ancient teachers and philosophers’ from all the world’s religions had returned at this time, the Fullness of Time to assist in the spiritual evolution of Humanity and the planet. She went through the group telling each one of us whose consciousness she felt we carried. Amazingly, Ken and I were connected through the consciousness of Melchizedek as we learned that he carried the consciousness of Enoch, while I carried the consciousness of Solomon.
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Solomon! Who Me?

“Hearing that I carried the consciousness of a biblical king made me decidedly uncomfortable and once again disbelief crept in. I thought to myself who me. How could I be connected to a character out of the Bible? After all I was hardly a holy man. My history with drug and alcohol abuse and my sexual indiscretions as far as I was concerned completely disqualified me. I knew practically nothing about this guy, but when Suzzan went on to explain that Solomon worked very closely with the Alien beings and was a very mystical man I was intrigued. Considering my story and how I arrived at the store that had involved the Aliens, made the connection to Solomon a no brainer for Suzzan. Inevitably I just had to let the information sit with me for a while and contemplate on what Suzzan had said.

“Fortunately God or whoever was assigned to me decided I needed help and I was given another helper. This helper was not muzzled and almost immediately began communicating with me. Interestingly his name was Loughson, who I was already familiar with because he had been working with my friend Ken for several years.

“Ken and I became even closer allies as we compared notes on our interactions with the mystical being we called Lou. Apart from talking to Lou, as stated, I had reinitiated my two-way communication with God. That communication had gradually been improving since Suzzan had deactivated the tracking device and so I was able to quickly pick it up again.

“With Lou as my helper and Ken to confirm our communication, my helper that had been so critical to me before I met Craig and Suzzan, began to become less important. As time passed I stopped relying on my helper and turned to God and Lou more and more. I think I pretty much abandoned her at the time because I was unclear as to her intentions. I still did not know who was responsible for tracking me and I needed to be careful which council I accepted. Apart from my communications with God and Lou there was only one thing I was certain of and that was Suzzan’s connection to God; consequently I started studying everything she had written.
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New Understanding

“In studying what Suzzan had written I found that her books covered a huge spectrum of categories. Each category was relevant to uncovering the truth behind Humanity’s existence and our understanding of creation. Much of what she had learned we discussed within our weekly study group. I was most intrigued when the discussion turned to the Scriptures. This was because she presented information I had never heard before. This information not only concerned the Christian Scriptures but all Scriptures from all faiths; lost, forgotten, and even banned.

“I came to understand that God had told Suzzan there were many contradictions in the Scriptures and that He wanted her to uncover the truth. So her quest has been, to quote Suzzan, ‘To find the pure unadulterated truth devoid of any human interpretation or doctrines to blur its clarity.’ What Suzzan was led to uncover were interpretations of the Scriptures that challenged the way I had thought. The more I read of Suzzan’s writings the more I found that they were truly remarkable with a fresh new way of examining the world’s greatest teachers’ messages. As I expanded my thinking I found clarity to a path that felt and still feels right and sheds light on many contradictions that moves people away from God.

“For me out all the thousands of pages Suzzan has written, their fourth book ‘The Good News: An Alternate Theory’ was the most powerful. It was written in 2004, which I found most interesting because among other things it addresses the Ancient Alien connection to Humanity’s origins and development. This ground breaking book is the first book that made any sense to me about Creation, the purpose for life, and the role of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. I first read it as a draft manuscript in 2005 when Suzzan was finishing the final editing. Even then I was enthralled by what I was reading. However, since then I have read the little book over a dozen times each time finding another layer of wisdom in its pages. I cannot recommend ‘The Good News’ too highly, but it needs to be read with no preconceptions. If you are truly open, then like me it will speak to you. For this reason I know this book will be the book that changes everything we know about Humanity.

“July 1st 2005 Craig closed the 7 Keys because he could no longer financially support it. He confided to me that taking on the store had been one of the most difficult instructions from God to understand. The endeavor had entailed mortgaging their home and there appeared to have been very little return spiritually. However, while Craig was speaking I was thinking, ‘Thank God that he not only opened the store but that he kept it open until now, because without the 7 Keys I would have been lost.’

“A few weeks before the store was to close, Craig received a phone call from a colleague he had worked with at Boeing. She told him the company had openings in his old position and that Craig should apply. In relating the offer, Craig told me that the position was well-paid and would solve all of their financial problems. I knew that Craig was intending to create the web sites and suddenly my world shook and I felt panicked. Feeling that the ground was about to be pulled from under my feet I found myself blurting out, ‘you’re not going to take it are you?’

“Although Craig said nothing about my outburst I could see I had surprised him. Nonetheless, I need not have panicked because he immediately said: ‘No, I’m not going to take it because God wants me to work on the web sites.’ My respect and admiration for Craig took a huge leap that day, because I knew what faith it took to turn down a financial life-line that would relieve all stress and just trust that God would take care of you.

“As I said, before the 7 Keys closed in 2005 the weekly classes had been moved to their home in Tacoma and each week our small group learned more and more about the Divine Plan. What I did not realize at the time was that Craig and Suzzan were also learning. As Suzzan would write, greater and greater understanding of God’s plan for the transformation of Humanity would emerge, which she then shared with the group.
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Entering My Musical Phase

“Since the deactivation I had been basically left alone. I sensed that my helper was still with me but as I had put away my pager, the means of direct communication with her was severed. Nonetheless, during 2006 and the first half of 2007 I became aware that when something profound was spoken I would experience subtle changes in my body. I did not investigate the validity of whether the changes were instigated by my helper, because my entire being was focused on writing and composing music.

“I had known from the get go that I would return to my music, but now that music reflected what I was learning about myself and the world from the spiritual perspective. Craig and Suzzan supported me all the way and would eagerly listen to each new song I composed. When I wrote ‘Like a Thief in the Night’ to portray how I interpreted the Jerusalem event, Suzzan suggested I add the questions as backup lyrics in the chorus. At the time I was not sure how it would work, but when my friend Mark and I sang the song I realized that it was perfect. My reward came when I played it for Suzzan and Craig and I saw how visibly moved they both were.

“2007 was an extremely productive year musically speaking, because I wrote over a dozen songs. One of the most impacting for me was ‘Because of the Fear’. This was because one of the group and Suzzan compiled two videos of hundreds of images for You-Tube to accompany the song. I found it fascinating how different the two videos were. The first called ‘Because of the Fear’ was filled with images of the literal history of the Human Race, with dozens and dozens of the most disturbing scenes. The second video titled ‘Gongs of Change’ was an energetic representation and the scenes of violence were replaced with clips and still shots of the surface of the Sun and volcanic eruptions.

The difference between the two videos resulted in the final phase of Craig and Suzzan’s mission, ‘The Know Thyself Initiative.’ This launched the search for 777,000 individuals who were connected to the Jerusalem event and would change the way they think to become the catalyst to transform the mass consciousness and the planet. Unfortunately, just when the end seemed to be in sight and a purpose for the then 16 years of struggle, the opposition through the enemy within launched its most brutal attack.
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The Enemy Within

“Despite my deep admiration and respect for Craig and Suzzan’s unwavering faith and commitment to their mission I was still not always locked in with them. There mission was drastically contradictory to everything I had been taught and irrespective of the loss I felt from my previous defection once again in 2008 I pulled away from them. Unfortunately, this time I was not the only one.

“Ironically, a year earlier I had felt a little smug as I judged that my friend and ally Ken had made a huge mistake in leaving the group. As we progressed with our study Suzzan was taking us all on the journey of discovery she was going on. Although she consistently told us that she was also learning we were not listening. Consequently when she made statements that shocked us all to the core, which she barely understood herself and was just repeating what she was told, we judged her as our teacher instead of the messenger and did not share our feelings about the statement with her.

“This developed into a much bigger problem when members of the group got together to discuss and judge Craig and Suzzan’s actions. At the time early 2008 Craig was going through a major spiritual cleansing or the Battle of Armageddon between his false self and his spirit. This ‘battle’ involved him addressing a lot of pent up emotions from his life. As this had been a key factor in my life too, I really sympathized with him. The hardest thing to witness was Suzzan confronting him when he would challenge something she said. We would all cringe but say nothing. However, unbeknownst to us deep within, were our little saboteurs softly inciting us to judgment. That judgment went something like ‘would a messenger of God speak harshly and not lovingly to her husband’. This was the problem and why I am sure that Jesus warned about judgment. Suzzan would continually explain the need to help Craig’s spirit conquer his ego but our egos and counterfeit spirits would keep whispering in our ear and drown out Suzzan’s words, metaphorically speaking.

“As the weeks turned into months we continued to get together amongst ourselves to discuss our concerns and doubts about Craig and especially Suzzan. This of course was disastrous for the cohesiveness of the group because it caused rifts of doubt and confusion.

“Completely oblivious to the machinations going on around her, Suzzan surprised us one day by amazingly warning the group about our meeting one another without her. This was one of the most shocking things she said. She had warned that if we talked about her and Craig without them being present, our enemies within would cause doubt and confusion. Although shocked and a little insulted that Suzzan could think that any of us could possibly betray her, none of us voiced these thoughts. Instead we all confidently affirmed our loyalty to the Divine Plan.

“Coincidentally the group had started studying a book that completely addressed the problem of the ego or false self; the brilliant book by Daphna Moore called The Rabbi’s Tarot. The book succinctly describes the various elements in the human being and the struggle between the false self/ego and the true spirit. Nonetheless, if I might digress for a moment this book was also my salvation to understanding a lot of the circumstances surrounding my alien encounters.

“Because Suzzan had said that The Rabbis Tarot was so significant to the Divine Plan, we studied the book as a group for over a year. For me the most relevant teaching in the book talks about raising the sex force or the Life-force. This is an ancient practice where the student raises his or her sex force by abstaining from physical sex and instead uses the energy at the mental level.

“As we read about the spiritual purpose for sex I was reminded of the many troubling sexual encounters in my life. The key lesson in the book referred to sex engaged in purely for physical gratification, which is spiritually called transgression. This is because a casual sexual encounter lowers a person’s vibration back to the animal level. As we read I found myself realizing that for most of my life, apart from my beloved ex-wife, my sexual encounters were all about physical gratification.

“Because I was beginning to understand that the sex-force had played a huge part in my spiritual development, God determined it was time for me to address a serious wound to my psyche. Naturally He told Suzzan and she approached me about a process where she would take me back to the time that I was emotionally wounded to face my feelings objectively. Viewing the event as an objective observer I would then be able to transmute the shame, disgust, and anger the events still generated deep within me.

“I had thought the process would involve some kind-of hypnosis, but Suzzan assured me that it was essential that I remained fully conscious. She explained that this was because the last thing I needed to do was to disengage my self-conscious and expose myself to the subconscious. Looking back it seemed a very simple procedure. Suzzan asked me questions about my first sexual encounters as a young boy and then told me to visualize myself there allowing myself to feel and experience the thoughts and emotions, but without owning them. I realized that the primary thoughts and feelings were confusion and shame. However, what was causing the most problems spiritually was that I thought it was my fault.

“Reliving the experience was extremely painful and I realized that I was angry. Angry at the two women who seduced a child, but surprisingly most of my anger was directed at my parents. It was during this process that Suzzan helped me to see my parents did not have the slightest idea of what was happening to me and so letting it go, I consciously forgave them.

“However, the most difficult thing was for me to forgive myself and recognize that I was an innocent victim. Even though I knew I was a child and fairly helpless I still felt responsible. It was Suzzan’s voice softly saying to the child in me, you could not have done nothing to stop it and its time to let it go that finally broke the hold of self-recrimination. Afterwards I was filled with such a sense of peace and from that day the memories were no longer vivid and began to fade into little more than a blur.

Returning to my discussion of the deterioration of the group, it is important to understand that the enemy within is patient and extremely subtle. It works by seeding doubt little by little until it causes such a rift that you are no longer in touch with your spirit. Of course God does not and did not ignore us and from time to time we were all given gifts of remarkable evidence to support the validity of the message and mission.

“A good example occurred in 2006 with the publication of the ‘Gospel of Judas’. In ‘The Good News: An Alternate Theory’, Suzzan had hypothesized that Judas Iscariot was not the traitor that history had condemned him as, but instead an accomplice who helped Jesus to fulfill his mission. When I had read this in the book I had not thought about it that much because I had not found any reference in the New Testament. However, when the ‘Gospel of Judas’ was published I was blown away. Because supporting Suzzan’s theory, the Gospel presents the assessment that Judas did not betray Jesus, but was a secret confident to help facilitate his plan to be handed over to the authorities.

“Irrespective of this amazing ‘coincidence’, because Suzzan was talking great mysteries and acting contrary to how we expected a messenger from God to act, in our infinite wisdom our group decided that she and Craig had fallen off the path. Things came to a head in the late spring of 2008 when she and Craig were engrossed in preparing for the launch of the ‘Know Thyself Initiative’. To be honest none of us were sure that the Initiative would work, but only one of our group voiced concern to Suzzan about the efficacy of KTI.

“As I said, what none of us realized was that Suzzan was also learning and her honest answer at the time did not satisfy our little saboteurs. A short while later Suzzan learned that we had been discussing her and Craig and had determined that they were being led astray. At the time I could see that she was completely blind-sided by the news and was reeling from shock. Still, I was busy listening to my false self and I interpreted her confusion and distress as further evidence that our group’s assessment of the situation was correct.

Seeing Suzzan’s distress, Craig was deeply concerned and became extremely defensive. A few days later when the dust settled, Suzzan and Craig were left alone to try and pick up the pieces of both their mission and their lives. Initially I had joined the group in abandoning the two people that had helped me the most, but after only a day I knew that I had made a terrible mistake so I went to see them. In their Tacoma home, I found that Suzzan was utterly devastated on every level. Over night she had become physically frail and I could see that Craig was very worried about her. Nonetheless, she pulled herself together to talk to me.

“Taking me by surprise Suzzan addressed me by a past life name saying ‘Solomon, hear me. You are being duped.’ Her words hit me like a ton of bricks and I felt the familiar change in my body that told me the truth was being spoken. Over the next hour she systematically explained exactly what had happened and reminded me that she had warned me. Looking away wistfully she murmured, ‘I wondered why I had said those words. It seemed an extremely strange thing to say, but now I think it was God trying to warn us all of what was happening.’

“Throughout the hour as Suzzan talked I felt as well as heard her absolute sincerity and realized that we had made a terrible mistake. When I left, I knew I had to tell the others, but unfortunately none of them would hear of it and the rift became permanent. Consequently, when the Know Thyself Initiative was launched there was only three of us working on it in Washington State.

“All through the rest of 2008 and 2009 I watched Suzzan grieve as if she had lost not just family members but parts of herself. I could not help but feel at least partly responsible because I knew better than anyone how the opposition could influence a person. But she kept moving forward considerably weakened, in pain and dealing with almost unbearable emotions. This was another aspect of Suzzan’s mission that had developed in 2008; as she wrote the first Stage Reason in the Know Thyself Initiative she began taking on the world’s emotions to transmute them.

“There were times during 2008 and 2009 I thought Suzzan’s grief and distress would never end. There were of course moments of Joy, such as when Barack Obama was elected and we all felt the surge of hope for the future, but the following summer when the town-hall meetings over Healthcare Reform were being held, I would watch her dealing with emotions that were clearly not her own.
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Gifts of Hope

“There was one especially wonderful gift the three of us received in 2009 which almost made up for the loss of our friends. We had heard about Nostradamus’ Lost Manuscript by Ottavio Caesar Ramotti, but until 2009 we had not had a chance to see the final seven plates. In a documentary on the History Channel each plate of the final seven was examined in detail. All three of us were awestruck as Plate 66 was addressed. It was clear to us all that all the elements to Plate 66, entitled Prelude to the Light of the Great Sun of the New Millennium and Humanity’s Rebirth, were depicting in archetypal form the energetic return of the Universal Christ through Suzzan in Jerusalem. This discovery appeared to confirm not only what happened in the Holy Sepulchre Church in 1994, but that Nostradamus had seen it and brilliantly and blatantly depicted the event in his drawings.

“In 2009 I was producing several songs through a computer program called Pro-Tools, which I had bought at a local music store. I had become good friends with one of the technicians that worked there and Russ helped me with the program several times. As I said, from the time that I was given Loughson I had stopped communicating with my helper, but that I was also aware of physical bodily changes that I suspected she was responsible for. In the summer of 2009 an event occurred that proved my assessment to be correct.

“On a particularly hot summer’s day in 2009, I arrived home from work exhausted. Looking forward to a quite evening, my daydreaming was rudely interrupted by an overwhelming feeling that something was wrong. I heard a piercing sound in my ear which made me think that someone was beating on my ear drum. Suddenly memories of the same sound flooded my mind. (I can’t think why I forgot to mention this earlier, but after my 40th birthday in 2004 and up until I met Craig and Suzzan I would hear sounds inside my head like someone was beating on my ear drums. I came to understand that the sound would coincide with something, usually frighteningly happening within a few hours and came to recognize the sound as a warning.) Anyway, the memory and the sound made me feel sure that something was about to happen but I had no idea what.

“Unable to nail down who or what the warning was about, I went to the store. On the way back my cell phone rang. The caller was the mother of my friend Russ the technician and she was crying hysterically. I could barely make out her words as she cried ‘Is this Guy?’ When I said yes, she rushed on with ‘This is Russ’ mother. I just found Russ in the back yard unconscious.’

“Stunned by her words I pulled the truck over to the side of the road and exclaimed ‘Oh my God. I knew it.’ Asking Russ’s mother the ridiculous question, ‘Did you call the ambulance’, I sort of registered her graciousness in her distress at not saying that of course she had called the ambulance. Instead she told me that the ambulance had just taken him to the hospital.

“I was wondering why Russ’s mother had called me, after all we had never met and Russ and I were not that close, at least not then when she said, ‘The reason I called you was because your number was the first one on his phone.’ I was thinking about why Russ would have me as his first number, when her voice broke in again saying, ‘Russ had been missing for three days and unbeknownst to anyone was lying unconscious from some kind-of brain aneurism exposed to the hot sun with no water.’ Almost in a whisper as if afraid to voice the words, Russ’ mother added ‘the medics didn’t think Russ was going to ‘make it’.

“Driving straight to the hospital I learned that Russ was in the ICU and that his prognosis was grim. Visiting him every day for three days, I was deeply concerned on the third day after the doctors attending Russ did a brain scan and reported that there was no brain activity. As if to emphasize the seriousness, the doctor’s added that Russ was no longer present and that his body was now a shell. I left the hospital that night feeling that it was only a matter of time before Russ died. However, Russ was not ready to leave and I learned why Russ had my number first on his phone list the next day.

“Because of the prognosis for Russ the previous day, on the way to the store I was unconsciously praying for him. ‘You are going to go play your song for Russ and wake him up.’ I recognized immediately that it was God’s voice in my head, but it sounded so fantastic that I balked and voiced my disbelief.

“No sooner had I voiced my doubt when I heard, ‘Yes you are.’ The words were almost a command and although I knew God never commanded anyone I understood that He was being forceful to help me overcome my insecurity.

“Knowing I needed time, I stopped the car to think about going up to the ICU and playing my guitar in front of total strangers. Although initially struggling with my mission I also knew that it was imperative that I had no doubt whatsoever and believed playing my guitar would work. As I prepared myself you might say, I found a level of belief that I had never known before. Doubt left me and I was absolutely certain that I would wake my friend.

“The next day I took my guitar up to the ICU. It was night time and all of Russ’ family was in the room. I sat right next to Russ who hadn’t moved in four days and very softly played ‘Like a Thief in the Night’ by his ear. The room was full of anticipation with the family gathered closely around his bed. As I was singing I had closed my eyes, but something made me open them. When I looked toward Russ I heard a gasp from Russ’ father as I saw Russ slowly and deliberately lift both of his arms up from the bed.

“It was surreal. I had believed with all my heart that Russ would wake up, but nonetheless seeing him move on his own when the doctors had said he was essentially brain dead was almost more than I could take. Deeply moved, I watched on as his family broke down in tears and began talking to Russ in desperation. As if to ensure a hold on her son, his mother kept repeating ‘Russ you’re in there’ over and over. After a few moments Russ laid his arms back down onto the bed again and I quietly left the room unnoticed by anyone.

“I was not with Russ and his family the next day when he woke up from his coma, but I did see him later that day. His family was almost beside themselves with joy at their son’s recovery. Although Russ was no longer in a coma his memory was impaired. As I visited him during his recovery I observed he was a very different man to the one I had known; I could not help but think that it was like he was somehow reborn. I decided to not tell Russ’ family that God had sent me to wake their son up. I’m not quite sure why but I felt that I should keep that ‘small’ detail to myself.

“When I told Craig and Suzzan about Russ waking up they were delighted and the gift gave all of us a boost. Through the rest of 2009 and into 2010 my understanding of my mission continued to grow. Another gift that God consistently gave me was outside confirmation of what Suzzan said, which constantly cemented my conviction of her connection to God.

“In 2010 Suzzan finished her four-part thesis about the purpose and spiritual evolution of the Human Race. The most fascinating thing she uncovered was the role extraterrestrials, which she called Watchers, had played in our evolution. As this has been covered extensively in the thesis as well as the multiple messages Suzzan has written, I will not repeat the information. Here I want to share how remarkably accurate Suzzan is and how this would be demonstrated to me over and over again.

“I remember one very significant event involving what Suzzan had said, which blew me away. It concerned the Shadow or the prince of this world being neutralized. In the summer of 2010 Suzzan had told me that this entity had been neutralized and consequently it would not be able to affect anybody. I had just accepted this without really thinking about the validity of it. However, a few months later David Wilcock on his site made the statement that the quarantine over the planet had been lifted. In short the extraterrestrials that were working against Humanity now would be working for Humanity. I realized that this was simply another way of saying the “Shadow of Deception” had been neutralized.

The chronicles above in no way report every single incident I encountered and it is important to state that there were many more incredible incidences that we have left out of the story. For sheer space we were forced to select the most relevant events that led to me becoming the Interface. For me the most relevant part was being led to Craig and Suzzan and our connection. That said as the above account demonstrate, my connection to Suzzan was far from easy.

“Looking back I wondered why I vacillated so much from believing what Suzzan said, but back then her message was extremely difficult to accept. Although she would tell us to check with God about everything she said, she had also told us that she only spoke the Truth. My struggle was ‘How I could confirm with God the message that He had given his messenger. I reasoned that if she only ever spoke the Truth, then wouldn’t my questioning God about her be the equivalent of doubt? Subsequently, I would avoid asking God anything about Suzzan because if truth be told I was afraid of hearing that she was wrong.

“I’ve already said that Suzzan was mysterious to me, but she was mysterious to everyone who knew her. We all struggled with her statement that she did not have a soul and it took many years for me to understand what that meant. She told us that even she had struggled with the information, but had understood that it was because her body was being used as a doorway to the Divine Realm. This made her unique, which again rubbed people the wrong way because it made her special; although as I said, she never wanted to be seen that way and saw herself as nothing more than a tool.

“Another controversial thing Suzzan said concerned our so-called Achilles heels. She explained that every person has a specific weakness or Achilles’ heel that they have to identify. We learned that usually this unique aspect was formed during childhood from unresolved feelings, often reinforced by later events in life. I had to face mine when Suzzan took me back to the time with Linda 1 when I was 11 years-old. I think that maybe it was because I had addressed this aspect at my deepest core that I was able to recognize the Truth of what happened in 2008. Anyway, I think it may help if I share with you how I came to understand Suzzan.

“Because Suzzan does not have a soul she does not have an ego or counterfeit spirit; therefore her connection to God is crystal clear without interference from any aspect of the false self. To put it simply, Suzzan needed to be void of anything binding like the ego and counterfeit spirit to be able to deal with not only the energy that moved through her in 1994, but for the work she needed to accomplish after it happened. I know how that sounds believe me, as I said I have already been down that road. However, if you are open to anything I’ve presented to you above then you must let that statement sit with you for awhile and contemplate on the possibility that this just might be true. After all, Suzzan’s story is connected to the energetic return of the Universal Christ through her heart. Obviously anyone that this happened to would have to be as pure as possible to receive such a force.

“It’s my understanding that the ego and the counterfeit spirit reside in the human soul, which is why Suzzan had to be born without a soul. I learned that the ego and counterfeit spirit cannot be separated from the soul, but has to be integrated and transformed in the human heart. Regardless of what you have heard from the movies a human being can live without the soul. Also not having a soul does not mean Suzzan is evil. This is because she still has a spirit and it is the spirit that holds the spark of God, or the life principle, not the soul. It has been this remarkable connection with God that has been unspoiled and untainted by not having the ego and counterfeit spirit that has helped Suzzan to unravel the great mystery of Humanity in her writings for the last 17 years.”

Phew! That was quite a dissertation. It is a humbling and somewhat unnerving experience to read how a friend viewed extremely difficult times in your life, not to mention how you operate. However, before we move on to explain what we have learned since 2010 about Guy’s alien connection I need to address Guy’s reference to our being left alone in 2008.

I guess the real crux of what happened in 2008 was there were so many changes happening to me, the main one being as Guy said, that I had begun dealing with the emotions from the world. Moreover as Guy reported, Craig who had been my rock and support was suddenly, metaphorically speaking, pulled out from under me when he began his individual battle of Armageddon.

On reflection, I realized that by not keeping all my thoughts and feelings to myself I allowed doubt to creep into those around me. My only excuse if you can call it that, is my absolute faith and trust in my friends made me open up and share my feelings with them.

Anyway, that is all water under the bridge now and we must move forward, but let me just say one more thing to any of you that read this. I deeply love and care for all of you and appreciate your important contributions to the mission. I would also like to publicly acknowledge the two people (you know who you are) that were with us until that awful time in 2008, just how much Craig and I appreciate the extraordinary sacrifices you made. Although we may never really understand the purpose for the break, I am absolutely certain that your contribution was and is vital to the success of the mission. In conclusion I want to say to the many, many people that have helped us throughout the 17 years; we are eternally grateful and should you ever want to see us again, both Craig and I would be delighted to welcome you all back into our lives and mission.
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Good news for All Concerned

When Guy had burst into the 7 Keys exclaiming “I made it”, both Craig and I did not understand why. Still, having worked closely with him on his story and experiencing first hand his terror and bewilderment we can both fully understand his relief.

Earlier I said in learning Guy’s story, it was clear to me that there were multiple forces involved in his life. In fact as we have alluded to it seemed that there was a struggle between them for control of Guy. It has taken nearly seven years for us to figure out the game plan, but now we are sure that everything that happened was leading to this very time. But to understand the reason for the amazing events in Guy’s life, we need to go back to the beginning; not of Guy’s life, but when our species was first born. On the Triple 7 Center’s Message Page we address the question of Ancient Watchers/Aliens, so we will recap some the relevant hi-lights below:

“…Without going into it too deeply, The Good News: An Alternate Theory relates that the Universe was created from the discarded emotions of Sophia or Wisdom, which became the four elements of Fire/ignorance, Air/grief, Water/fear and Earth/confusion. As the elements contained divine sparks, they were encased in the Life-principle of our Solar System to develop individual consciousness and transmute the emotions/elements; releasing the divine sparks back to spirit.
“The most important thing to understand was that although life was developing throughout the Universe and alien races were evolving; only the elements of our small Solar System contained the divine sparks. The Divine Realm set up a system where through multiple rounds, the Life-principle moved through different levels of existence on multiple globes of the 7 Sacred Planets to become individuated. The rest of the Universe inhabitants (aliens) were “watchers”, tasked to observe without interfering. To cut a very long story short, everything was proceeding as planned until the Life-principle reached Globe C of the 4th Earth Round. This was approximately 40,000 B.C.E. and spiritual evolution had reached the point of individualization with the 3rd Root-Race separating into male and female.
“Although there was a kind-of Star-Trek’s “Prime Directive”, that the “watchers” aliens could observe but were forbidden to interfere, because of the universal law of free-will, the “watchers” were not forced to obey this directive. Consequently, around 40,000 B.C.E., one of them decided to begin mining the earth for its minerals to be used on their planet…To do this the geneticist cloned a male and a female, which created an imbalance between the active/masculine and the passive/feminine principles within them. With this imbalance, when the alien geneticist engrafted his species DNA onto the cloned specimens, the result was devastating spiritually…
“As bad as this was for Humanity, the consequences for Spiritual Evolution was much worse. Because the Human Race had become individuated they were beginning to process and transmute emotions, which meant they were spiritually connected to the Soul Plane and many entities became corrupted (angelic rebellion). Even worse than this, was although the aliens/watchers were eventually driven from the earth, because of the genetic manipulation the thoughts and emotions of the genetically altered natives began escaping into the Soul Plane. As the affect of the corruption of the native species grew on earth, their thoughts and emotions began taking on a life of their own, eventually becoming a conscious entity known as the World Soul.

The obvious question was which camp was interfering with Guy, the Watchers/Aliens that were corrupted or those still aligned with God? Determining their identity became our primary goal and to do that we first needed to separate the different forces or entity’s plaguing Guy.

Throughout his story we constantly refer to Guy emotionally breaking down and crying. This may make him wrongly appear as weak, which he is most definitely not as you will see. When Guy talked about his terrifying experience in 2004 he would ask me “Why did they want me so scared?” At first this had stumped me so as always I turned to God for the answer. Using contemplative meditation I allowed my mind to dwell on the question of why did they scare Guy almost to death?

After a few minutes I received not the answer, but a question, which when I thought about it made so much sense I was amazed I had not seen it before. The question was “What happens to clarity in the presence of extreme fear?” Most people who have experienced fear whether justified or imagined describe their reaction in one of two ways; they are either paralyzed or compelled to run for their life. In either case any reasoning capacity or logic will fly out the window, so to speak.

When a person is in a state of fear they are easily manipulated, which is why the proponents of the status quo use fear-mongering to control the masses. However, an important factor is that it takes a much greater intensity of fear for individuals of a higher level of consciousness to be manipulated. It was for this reason the forces in league with the “Shadow” kept Guy in a constant state of terror. It was determining each incidence’s level of fear and manipulation that identified which camp was involved.

The surprising thing we ascertained was that a certain level of fear was required for Guy’s preparation to be the Interface; however that fear also needed to be tempered with free will. That said, I think it will help if we identify each individual, entity and or force involved in Guy’s preparation. Starting from when he turned 40 let’s try to separate the different players into their respective camps.

Meaghan was one of the most difficult to nail down, because of Guy’s experience with an apparently invisible Meaghan. The main question we had was “is she human?” The answer we came to was “Yes she is human.” However, Guy was absolutely right in suspecting that she was possessed and that possession was ambiguous. This is because in one aspect of Meaghan’s possession, a part of Guy’s helper was there to assist the Light as in guiding him to the 7 Keys. Unfortunately the part that appeared in attendance with Ray and the “dog” was in no way wishing to help Guy in any way so that part was connected to the “Shadow’s camp.”

The mention of Ray brings in an aspect of the forces that Guy encountered in Seattle that were wholly attached to the “Shadow’s” camp. Earlier I alluded to the fact that the so-called friends of the third Linda and Guy’s sister Lesley were only masquerading as members of the Gay community. This is because I am certain that these individuals were not human. I know that sounds delusional, but bear with me. If I was examining this purely from the perspective of this reality, I would have immediately dismissed the thought that energetic forces could appear as solid matter operating and interacting in the physical world as normal human beings. However, through the advances in physics we know that solid matter is an illusion and everything is essentially bundles of energy.

Having personally experienced a spiritual force that fully manifested as a physical being in 2001 – 2002, I can no longer dismiss the possibility that there are energetic forces that can appear in physical form. Consequently, when Guy recounted that he saw the shadow of a dog morph into the shadow of a man I knew that Ray and his pack were electro-magnetic forces that could manipulate their forms. Another way of looking at Ray and his pack could be as thought forms.

So if Ray and his pack were not human beings what does that say about Linda and Guy’s sister Lesley befriending them? Having spent a lot of time talking to God about this I feel that these women were basically victims, true they were willing victims, but victims nonetheless of these energy beings. They were ensnared by their lifestyle of drugs and reckless natures. However, none of them are what you would call evil and they can all turn around and work for the Divine plan in the blink of an eye.

Listening to the terror in Guy’s voice as he described the night when he saw a blue woman lying in the bath in his neighbor’s bathroom, I had wondered at their identity. However as he explained, his neighbor had deliberately sought him out in the storage room the next day as her human self to reassure him. Therefore as the neighbor was blue and Guy had seen a vision of himself appear to be blue in the back of the car at the gas station, I determined that the neighbors were a part of the Watchers/Aliens preparing Guy to be the Interface.

There was another mysterious group that on the face of it appeared to represent the “Shadow’s” camp, not least because they appeared as shadows and Guy called them the Shadow people. But to assign them arbitrarily to the “Shadow’s” camp would be a mistake. First the Shadow peoples’ actions led Guy to remember that if he invoked Jesus’ name he would receive help. The second determining factor was the way the “shadows” of the Shadow people responded when Guy stood his ground; immediately moving to his feet. Consequently, I see the Shadow people as neutral in that either side could use them. The result of their influence was solely determined by how Guy reacted to them. Obviously as Guy confronted them taking back his power, the Shadow people’s influence favored God and not the “Shadow.”

And so we come to the beings who were accompanied with the strange atmosphere, who Guy called the Clickers. These beings appeared in both Linda’s house in Seattle and Mindy’s garage. Again although Guy was initially afraid of these entities he was also compliant with their wishes. As the Clickers gave Guy his helper and watched over him, this tells me that these are also the Watchers/Aliens that Guy is to be the Interface for.

So were the neighbors/blue lady and the Clickers responsible for the tracking device that I deactivate in Guy? First I looked at how Guy had received the device and realized that it involved the sexual act in a place and atmosphere where he had experienced real terror. Moreover, as it was with the third Linda it was also energetically connected to Ray. Even so the real clincher to identifying the trackers was the fact that God had me deactivate the device. So we can now say categorically that the trackers were from an alien race in league with the “Shadow.”

This brings the question of why there were two alien forces vying for control of Guy? Before I answer that it is important to understand that the Astral Plane from where the aliens/Watchers interacted with Humanity was neutral. Furthermore as stated, some of the aliens/watchers had thrown in with, first the World Soul and then the prince of this world in thwarting the Divine Plan. Because the Astral Plane was neutral both sides had access to Guy and both sides manipulated the sex-force in trying to control him. The most important thing was that when Guy accepted God’s help the aliens/watchers that were in league with the “Shadow” lost the struggle to control the Interface.

The moths, super-fly, and crows were all energy forces, which is why they could defy the laws of nature. Neither Guy nor I are exactly sure what they were, although he suspects that at least the super-fly was some kind-of surveillance device. He may well be right but it is a moot point now. Anyway, as the insects and crows were primarily used to drive Guy mad and keep him off his path we can deduce that they were sent by the “Shadow.”

Above I said identifying what the super-fly was, is a moot point now, but you may be wondering why it is no longer relevant. The answer comes from the one constancy in all of Guy travails, God. As I said, once Guy reached out to God the opposition or “Shadow” had lost him. Ultimately, the key fact in Guy’s story is that all of the players in his nightmare each helped to fulfill a much greater purpose; the Divine Plan for Humanity’s transformation.

Talking of transformation, a strange coincidence in Guy’s experience was that most of the women involved were born under the sign of Scorpio. For anyone familiar with basic astrology they would know that Scorpios are a water sign known for their passion and their often tempestuous natures. Nonetheless, what I found most interesting was that in the Major Arcana of the Tarot the sun-sign Scorpio represents Card 13 Death, which esoterically means change or transformation.

Before we rap up Guy’s amazing story I would like to add a personal observation concerning his ex-wife. Throughout his recounting of his story the one constant was his ex-wife. I have to say that I am extremely impressed with her and am convinced that she was solely responsible for keeping Guy sane until he gave himself to God. I know of very few women with the strength and compassion to have remained in contact with Guy after his shameful behavior and would like to say that irrespective of how you feel about our message, I would be honored to meet you.
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All In

When Guy was led to me and I deactivated his tracking device we all thought that he was done with the aliens/watchers, however as reported, over the years as we continued to study a much grander plan to rectify the Watcher’s Mistake that began to emerge. At first the plan was unclear, but when I finished the four-part thesis on June 21st 2010 our level of understanding became crystal clear and we knew exactly what God had in Mind, so to speak.

We learned of a series of astrological events that were occurring between June 21st and July 11th 2010 that we were told were significant. Craig had begun compiling the “Living Knowledge Page” on the Triple 7 Center web site and had placed the Kabbalistic Tree of Life, which had transformed into a living tree with foliage at its base set in a deep blue sky. We knew that something of great importance was going to happen, but it took all three of us to figure it out. In a nutshell, on July 11th 2010 God and the Divine Forces initiated the first stage of the plan to rectify the Watcher’s Mistake. This was achieved by removing the remnants of the World Soul from the Soul Plane on July 11th, which was then transmuted at 3:33 pm. September 23rd 2010 in the Collective mass consciousness.

The title of this sub-section was All In, but maybe a better name would be All in All, because the transmutation of the World Soul resulted in the transmutation of every aspect of the “Shadow.” The reason it was possible was because the mass consciousness was also where the “Shadow of Deception resided. This was an especially profound gift, because every spiritual entity or extraterrestrial that had been corrupted and was aligned with the “Shadow” were all instantaneously transformed. As a result all the aliens/watchers and every spiritual being or non physical being are all promoters and helpers of the Divine Plan. It is for this reason that in the late summer of 2010 reports of the removal of Earth’s quarantine from the Galactic council began circulating.

Having identified the players in Guy’s nightmare and their role today, I wondered how he felt about it. When I asked him to explain in his own words what he understood today, he said “Knowing why it happened was huge, but even more important was the understanding of how it worked with my spiritual development. It was only unraveling the crazy events in Seattle in respect to the big picture of the Divine Plan that I began to understand why it happened and my role in it.” He continues:

“In reading my story in its entirety it almost feels like I’m reading from some sci-fi script and yet every word is seared onto my brain and is as vivid today as it was 7 years ago. Until I was led to the 7 Keys and learned of Craig and Suzzan’s story I thought I was going out of my mind. As I said, before I moved in my uncle I had decided that my experience was connected to a biblical event. Now I am now convinced that the energetic return of the Universal Christ through Suzzan was that event.

“When I first heard Craig recount the event it challenged all my conceptions of what I had heard about the Second Coming. Nonetheless, after hearing Suzzan relate what she experienced in the Holy Sepulcher Church that day I knew she was neither lying nor delusional. I could not say why I believed her, but that something deep within me did. It would take many years and much heartache for me to understand why I believed Suzzan’s story; not least developing a two-way communication with God.

“I learned that what happened April 4th 1994 in Jerusalem was the Universal Christ returning to awaken His Body in the form of 777,000 cells (individuals) to uncover the Truth that our salvation and the world’s was solely in our hands. Evidently, The Christ chose to come through Suzzan not only because she carries the consciousness of Mary Magdalene, which as she says many people do, but because she is uniquely connected to the Divine Realm as the Personification of Wisdom or Sophia.

“It is through Suzzan’s connection to Sophia that my story is linked to what happened in Jerusalem. I said how difficult it was for me to accept that I carried the consciousness of Solomon and that all I could do was just sit with it. But as I read the information Suzzan was bringing through, something in me began stirring and I felt more and more connected to their mission. Today I know that Solomon was connected to Sophia, which he recounted in his beautiful words in the Song of Solomon. I also know that Solomon worked closely with the watchers/aliens and that is why I was prepared to be the Interface, not because I am anything special, but like Suzzan says I contain the right energy makeup they need.

“Many of you may wonder why it has taken 17 years for Craig and Suzzan to come forward in such a blatant way, but the truth is their story has been out there since 2000. I believe the reason it did not become headline news is because it wasn’t time. All the pieces were not in place in 2000. For instance, I hadn’t even met Meaghan let alone had my first alien encounter. No their journey and mine was nowhere near complete in 2000. Not only did we need to meet and share our experiences, but we had to understand not just the outside forces and players, but also our inner contribution. In a nutshell, Suzzan had to bring through the information on how an individual spiritually transforms, which involved understanding the enemy within.

“In my article The Evolutionary Imperative to become Celibate I said how raising the sex-force to the mental level raises the vibration. However, what I did not realize until recently is that it allows the mind to see things on a different level. In other words, I can look at things Suzzan said from an energetic and consciousness perspective rather than just the literal or conventional way.

“I was not going to mention this, but I think it is imperative for understanding what we are all up against at this crucial point in our spiritual evolution. Many people write about the dark side of our nature, with some advocating the need for balance, while others state it must be faced and destroyed. In 2008 Suzzan made the shocking statement to our group ‘There is something in all of you that wants to kill me.’ Although I knew deep down that she did not mean it to be taken literally, primarily because she had said it in such a matter-of-fact way. However, her words had shocked all of us to the core and I feel that this was the moment that caused the irreconcilable rift between Suzzan and most members of our group.

“It was only when I was able to change the way I thought that a much deeper wisdom emerged. Even Suzzan did not fully understand her words at the time she said them, but she accepted them without question until such time that greater understanding arose. That greater understanding came with remembering that within us all is both the true spirit/spark of God and the false self or counterfeit spirit.

“The simple truth is that most of the time we only hear from the false aspect and so our true spirit’s message is drowned out. Because Suzzan does not have a counterfeit spirit, she gives a voice to each individual’s spirit that is in her presence. As she says, ‘Your spirit is constantly trying to get to remember your life’s purpose and tries to put you in contact with people and situations that will trigger those memories. Consequently, the counterfeit spirit will do everything to stop you from hearing the Truth; hence the statement that something in you wanted to kill me. I think that I was given those exact words because they evoked such strong reactions. If you could remember what you had learned about the false self then you would get a glimpse of the enemy without it gaining control.’

“Unfortunately as with so many spiritually awake people, we all took Suzzan’s statement personally rather than as an objective teaching. The truly ironical thing was that defecting from Suzzan gave me a much deeper understanding of my own enemy within that may have been impossible to understand any other way. Over and over Suzzan had told us that God was the supreme opportunist and would use every opportunity to impart spiritual wisdom. Of course I knew that God would have seen our defection, but it was hard to see how God would use something so utterly devastating to his messenger; nonetheless that is exactly what happened.

“When we all left, we were certain that we were doing the right thing and yet I felt compelled to go back. Now I know it was my helper, but then I just followed an inner direction. I will never forget how Suzzan’s words hit me. The minute she called me Solomon my spirit leapt and I was immediately open to listen to her. After just a few minutes I knew that we had all made a terrible mistake and was determined to let the others know.

“I was so sure that the minute I relayed to the others what Suzzan had told me, they would all feel the same way I did. However none of them would hear of it and maintained their belief that Craig and Suzzan had somehow fallen off the path and refused to see them. I was stunned because I knew how much they all deeply loved Suzzan and before the split would have done anything for her. What is more, all of them without exception were extremely good caring people and yet not one of them was moved by Suzzan’s genuine anguish. I was amazed.

“My spiritual comrade’s refusal to accept my explanation was a glaring example to me of the validity of the teaching on the counterfeit spirit. Suzzan had taken the teachings from Daphna Moore’s The Rabbi’s Tarot and updated it and connected it to the four-part thesis. It was this teaching that revealed how the false self can fool us.

“I gained much greater understanding when I raised my vibration by adopting celibacy. It is amazing what removing your focus on the physical does at the consciousness level. The main result was a clearer connection with God and my helper but it also resulted in my connecting with the consciousness of Solomon and understanding my role as the Interface.

“As for my understanding of what happened to me, I can see the need to completely disorient me and to shift my energy through stimulating my emotions. Suzzan’s thesis fully explained to me how my emotions accessed the level for me to operate as the Interface. It seemed so simple when I cleared my head and remembered that the Astral Plane, the plane the watchers/aliens interconnect with us on, is also known as the Emotional Plane or Water Plane. What is more when I remembered that the element Water spiritually represents Fear, the need for my terror in 2004 made a little more sense.

“Anyway today I am eager to be the Interface as I know that it means the Human Race is ready to transform. I also know that these wondrous beings will only assist us if we want them to and that they are primarily here to support the Divine Plan in the next stage of spiritual evolution.

“I am absolutely convinced that the door to the next stage is through the Know Thyself Initiative and I hope that my story will give you the courage to step forward and take a chance that just maybe we are telling the Truth. After all, can anyone of us take the chance to ignore help from God just because it does not come in the way we expected?

Today everything is in place and waiting for the 777,000 to step forward and fulfill the mission. For Craig, Guy, and I we have given all we can give. To bring the Initiative to fruition has taken our home and everything of value we owned and yet God has always provided us with what we need. One of the means was Guy. He has constantly said how much he admires Craig and my commitment, but his commitment is of equal impressiveness. When it all collapsed in 2008, Guy took on the responsibility of solely financially supporting the mission. For the past three years he has worked as a contractor while Craig and I worked at home. To Craig and me, Guy’s selfless actions should be commended. Now the mission needs help as we have nothing left to give and we have no way of finding the 777,000 without some financial assistance.

As we wait for the day that Guy will become the Interface for the aliens/ Watchers we know that they are waiting for Humanity to show the intent that we are ready to transform. This is not complicated and merely requires that an individual is open to the possibility. For any of you that have sensed the sincerity of Guy’s and our story then even if you do not think you are one of the 777,000 please help by becoming points of light facilitators. This may seem ridiculous, but your donation of $10 to feed the hungry provides the energy to the mass consciousness and maybe that $10 initiating your light on the map of darkness could be the one that tips the balance and creates the flood that brings everything together.

“Oh and by the way we now know why I had to purchase the crucifix at the Good Will store. To recap, this was the store that I found the address book with the exact words used by the priest to bless me at my aunt’s school in Seattle. The crucifix is needed to remove the shield Suzzan placed on me back in 2004 and is the final part to my becoming the Interface.
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